For Worse,For Better,and Forever | GOT7 Park Jinyoung | BLACKPINK Kim Jisoo

Chapter 18 : What Are We?

"Yeah, like how you didn't tell me how he almost hit you.", he said, Jisoo's heart skipped when he said that.

"H-how did you know that?", Jisoo asked.

"Did you think Jackson wouldn't tell me? Why didn't you let him mention it to me? What's the matter with you?", he spat.

"Because of this. I meant well, I didn't want to burden you.", she said as her voice cracked, "I ended up okay, he didn't even lay a finger on me.", she said defensively, "It's not a big deal Jinyoung.", she added.

"Not a big deal??!!! He could have right? What if Jackson wasn't there?!! Can you just tell me when something like this happens to you? If you got hit the other day, it would've been another problem. Just tell me, what's so hard to open your mouth and speak up? Do you think it's a joke?", he asked angrily and this worked her up even more. In her head she was thinking, who is he that I have to tell him every single thing?

"Why do I have to tell you everything? Why? Who are you to me that I have to tell you everything? Why do you treat me as if I'm so naive? I'm an adult Jinyoung!!! I ended up fine, I told you, you don't need to care about me, I didn't ask you to Jinyoung!!! I really didn't!!", she said angrily, heavy breathing, after seeing the dark expression on his face, she knew she had gone too far. Too far Jisoo, too far. She thought as she swallowed.

"Who am I to you?", he scoffed, Jinyoung grabbed her by the wrist causing her to flinch at the sudden contact, he showed her the wedding ring she has on, "Do you see this thing?!! I'm your husband!! I have no other choice!!", he said, slightly raising his voice, as he let go of her wrist.

"Yes, you're right Jinyoung, you are my husband!! But I never asked to be your wife so keep in mind that it's only for the sake of family!!", she yelled as she pushed him and he stumbled backwards, Jinyoung's heart ached for some reason when those words came out of her mouth.

Jisoo ran to the bathroom, that was the nearest place she could run to at the moment. She locked herself inside. She leaned against the door, and slowly slid to the ground. She sighed heavily and broke down into tears, that was the harshest he has been to her eversince they got married, and it scared her.

Jinyoung sighed, somehow they always end up fighting like this, he raked his hair back regretfully and knocked on the bathroom door but she wouldn't answer. Jinyoung knew that his angry outburst scared her, the way she flinched made him angry at himself.

"Jisoo, open up.", he said, "Please.", he pleaded, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.", he sighed as he leaned his head on the bathroom door, he had to admit that this fight was the worst compared to all the fights they have had in 2 months of marriage.

Jisoo wanted out of this marriage so bad, and the thought of it made her cry even more.

Suddenly, 20 minutes after that, Jisoo opened the bathroom door, and she couldn't even look at him, Jinyoung tried to say something, but he didn't know what.

She looked up at him, eyes still teary, cheeks tear-stained.

"I-i can't do this Jinyoung.", she said as her voice cracked again, "I really can't, I hate this.", she sobbed, the sight broke Jinyoung's heart.

"I'm sorry.", he said apologetically, "Jisoo I really am.", he sighed, "Please stop crying.", he said as he wiped her tears despite more tears rolling down, Jinyoung pulled her into a hug, swaying back and forth slowly, and that was the first time he had ever held her like that.

"I'm sorry, really, I know I scared you.", he said, "I just need you to cooperate with me, I care about you despite us being like this, I do, I just want to protect you from any possible harm, if anything were to happen to you I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. I just want to make sure you're alright, I'm really sorry.", he said while still hugging her, and a feeling of tenderness swept through her, she quickly pulled away, wiping her tears.

What he had said was true, if anything were to happen to her under his care, he really wouldn't be able to forgive himself.

"I'm going to go get ready..", Jisoo sniffled as she quickly went upstairs, flustered.

END OF CHAPTER

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