happily ever after.

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Time Jump | 2 Months Later

"Time for school!"

I yelled as I picked Vivianne off her play mat.

"And it's breakfast time for you, baby girl."

I smiled as I opened the fridge and grabbed a bottle.

"We're leaving. Love you Mom! Love you Vivi!"

Noah called as the kids ran out the door.

"Love you guys!"

I called as I sighed.

"Good morning, lovebugs."

Fergal said as he walked into the kitchen and kissed my cheek.

"Morning."

I said as I sat down and fed Vivi.

"You okay?"

Fergal asked.

"Yeah. It's just...it's Sasha's birthday."

I said with a sigh.

"Oh, love."

Fergal said as he wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"I miss her so much. I miss my best friend."

I said as tears fell down my cheeks. Fergal took Vivi from my arms as I wiped my tears.

"It's okay. Don't cry, love."

Fergal said.

"I just want my fucking best friend back. It's been two months and I haven't heard a word from her."

I sobbed.

"I know baby. Don't cry over it. If she truly wanted to be your friend, she would've called you. But she didn't. You have to move on Pam."

Fergal said as I sobbed.

"I know, I know. It's just so hard. She's the person I've confided in for forever. She's my rock. My best friend. And now...she just doesn't fucking want me."

I said as I sighed.

"It's okay Pam. I'll be your rock. I'll be your best friend. Cause I'm never leaving you. Ever."

Fergal said as he hugged me. Then I looked down at Vivi.

"And she won't leave you either."

Fergal said as he noticed me looking at Vivi. I smiled as I sighed.i just wish I had my best friend back...