Absolute (Katsudeku)

I'm fucking sorry

Izuku slowly looks up. Katsuki stands tall, limping as he walks towards Izuku. His head is down and Izuku can't see his eyes. Izuku crawls backwards at each step of Katsuki. He hears his heart beating loud.

Please! Please! Kacchan.

When Izuku hits a random car, he had nowhere to escape as Katsuki hovers over him.

Please! Don't do this! I can't kill you!

Katsuki knelt down slowly, he lifts his right hand up towards Izuku's curls. Izuku shuts his eyes, bracing himself from the pain.

But, he felt the hand pet his head gently.

"You are an idiot, Deku." His voice gentle, like the way he hums Izuku's name so he'll calm down from his nightmares. Like those nights where he embraces Katsuki and he calls his name saying that he's annoying but still let him doze off on his chest after from a fit of crying. "Deku, don't try to kill the villain next time."

Even when his eyes are closed, Izuku thinks of Katsuki smirking, maybe a little proud for almost beating the shit out of someone.

Izuku chuckles and opens his eyes. He sees Katsuki's face expecting him to be okay. Expecting that he's not under the villain's quirk anymore. Expecting that smirk on him, telling him he's an idiot. Expecting that after this is over, he'll finally invite Kacchan on a date.

Izuku's smile fell as he sees those purple eyes glowing, looking at him. He feels Katsuki's hand on his head twitch and slowly moved towards Katsuki's chest. His eyes flickering from purple to red.

"KACC---"

"You're an idiot so I'll tell you now. Next time, you cry go ask Kirishima. No hugging! Never ever call to half-and-half! Even Roundface! Tell my parents even though they're idiots I still think they're great."

"Stop it! Kacchan please!"

"I-Izuku, I love you and I'm so fucking sorry that you have to see this shit!" Katsuki's hand started to glow.

"Stop stop STOP! Katsuki please stop!"

"I won't hurt you again! I won't let these hands hurt you ever again!!"

"Kacchan! I---!"

Boom.

Izuku felt the wet blood splattered on him. He choked as he smelled the metallic scent around him. He looks down shocked as he sees both of his palms red with blood. He slowly looks up to a kneeling Katsuki...with a giant hole in his chest.

Katsuki falls over to Izuku, limp. Quiet. Wet. Cold. Dead..

Izuku caught Katsuki's shoulder and lays him down on his lap. He couldn't hear anything but the beating of his heart.

He couldn't hear Kirishima's screams, calling Katsuki's name and asking Deku what the hell happened. He didn't hear his cries.

He couldn't tell if it was Ashido-san or Uraraka-san who keeps calling his name with a crying voice.

He just stares at Katsuki's pale face. He knows he's gone. He's dead. He won't come back.

Izuku, you're an idiot. He won't come back....

All Might...Katsuki....they won't come back...

I'm alone.

"Ka..Katsuki..." Izuku calls for him, his voice broken. He calls for him like he would every night when he had those nightmares.

"Katsuki..." He reaches for Katsuki's face, cold. Not like those nights that he only felt himself burn from his touch. He asks for that warmth every night. To tell him he's here. Here. Alive and he won't leave him.

Now he's cold. So cold. Dead.

He felt strong hands embrace him. Kacchan? No. It's Kirishima-kun. He feels his friend crying and shaking on his arms.

No. Kirishima. Kacchan said no hugging.

He felt another pair of arms envelop him. Uraraka-san.

Uraraka-san, too. No hugging, Kacchan said.

Another pair of big hands hug him. Ashido-san.

Well, Kacchan didn't say anything.

He feels their warmth around him. Like Kacchan's.

He remembers his warmth, his strong hands. His smile and his soothing voice as he tried to him him to sleep. He remembers looking up one time and see him smile when he stops crying. He remembers how he calls his name that made his heart beat so fast.

I...All this time...I've been...

Izuku whispers under his breath as he falls asleep. Letting the warmth seep though him and take it as his comfort. He felt his eyes heavy and looks slowly up to the sky, seeing the stars like fireworks.

"Kacchan...I love you."

He eventually falls asleep, tears staining under his eyes.

.......

Okay, we all know someone will die but I was kinda worried for Izuku in the future. He lost all might and he had those nightmares and Katsuki was the only one who can comfort him.

Now that he's gone, I wanted to help Izuku that even if Katsuki was gone they were other who'll help him through it. That's why Katsuki told him Kirishima or someone else can do it, except Todoroki or Uraraka hahaha, love rivals even in the end.

I let Izuku fall asleep in peace. He won't have nightmares tonight. Not tonight.

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