Double upload 😈
*Dougie's POV*
Harry had just stormed out. It took me a moment to process what he had said. Tom was still sobbing on the floor when I'd left and Danny was comforting him so I decided to find out where Harry had disappeared too. I was sad to think that he thought he'd ruin our friendship.
I walked into his room, no sign of him, so I walked into my room. I flinched at the sound of thunder going on outside but I needed to see that Harry was ok, he was my best friend after all! It took me a second until I realised the balcony door was slightly open, I went to investigate and through the blind I could see Harry, leaning against the railings. I opened the door fully, not daring to go into the storm.
"Harry?" I began in a soft whisper. He turned around to look at me before turning back.
"Go away Dougie."
"I just wanna talk to you, Harry." He didn't flinch.
"Dougie get back inside! I don't want you being traumatised by the storm now get back inside or...or -" he said dramatically, flailing his arms and slapping them on the banister, looking slightly to the side so I could see the water dripping off the end of his nose.
"Or what Harry??" I was now half-yelling. "Stop being a baby and turn around and look at me!" He hesitantly turned round to look at me but I was still clinging to the door frame.
"Dougie, please go inside," he whispered, this time with genuine concern.
"Why?" I whispered back.
"Your dad..." He barely even spoke. It's true, when I was 6 my dad's car got hit by lighting and he died. Ever since then, I've been deadly afraid of thunderstorms. I ignored his statement.
"Tell me what happened," I continued.
"When?" He wasn't looking into my eyes. He was drenched in water, his top clinging to his body and his hair dripping water down his face. The only way I could tell that he was crying was the fact that his eyes were red and puffy.
"Tell me your feelings." He looked at me with a pleading face, begging me not to ask but I simply raised my eyebrows like he had done this morning. He actually moved closer this time and rested his hands lightly on my shoulders.
"Dougie, I - well we've known each other a while and I didn't know I was gay until I met you. Every day I feel this longing to hug and hold you but I know I can't and it makes me sad." His voice was speeding up. "And I know this is a MASSIVE thing to take in but I'll get over it. I'll get over you. It's not gonna be easy because we're best friends but I don't want thing to change between us and -"
And that was when it happened.
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Thunderstorms - Pudd slash (mcfly/mcbusted)
FanficMcfly are away recording and producing their album. They're busy enough right? Meanwhile thunderstorms, confessions and gay love takes place away from the media's eye. Will the band make it to the other side without putting the band future at risk?