Epistle (#1)

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Jensen Henley

Today 10:57am

Are you okay?

You mean besides the fact that your girlfriend attacked me?

Yeah...
How was all that lol

Um
Painful ? 😂

Right.
Again I'm really sorry

Stop apologizing it's not your fault.
By the way thanks for driving me home last night.

That's what friends are for.
I didn't see any cars in the driveway. Was your dad not home?

He was out I guess.

You don't know where he went?

I have an idea I guess

Well?

Why does it matter...

I'm just curious I guess

Probably drunk somewhere tbh

Dang.
I'm sorry Hen.

Whatever I don't care

You don't?

Why should I. He's not really my father.

What?!

He's my step dad lol

How did I not know this?

Um
You never asked?

Do you mind if I ask...

What happened to my real dad?

I mean you don't have to tell me if you don't want to.
I don't want to pry.

Thanks I appreciate that

You're really not going to tell me?

I will one day.
Just not today.

Oh...
So about Paris.
I don't know what to do.

Do what you want to do lol

Well if you're so smart what do I want to do?

You want to be happy

Well you're not wrong

Jensen if you love her then stay with her. But you staying with her while your heart isn't in it is just cruel for the both of you.
Let it go.

I used to love her.
I loved her a lot.

Sometimes things just aren't meant to be.
It hurts but when your heart is broken it grows back a little bigger.
That's one nice thing about heartbreak.

Not always
I think you have to choose whether it grows back bigger or colder.

You right.
But for real I think you should have a real conversation with her. She deserves the truth.
She's not a bad person and I'm not angry with her. In fact I think she had to right to react the way she did.

What do you mean?
She was way out of line attacking you like that.

Jensen.

What

I'm a girl texting her boyfriend of over a year on almost a daily basis.
That is something to react to.

Not that way.
And we're just friends.

How much do you talk to Paris?

Idk...

And how much do you talk to me.

😕

Look I'm not saying there's something more than friendship here but you have to see how this would bother her.

Do you want to stop talking so much?

Is that what you want?

I'm not the one who's complaining about it.

I'm not complaining about it I'm just being honest and trying to make you understand Paris' feelings.

Well maybe Paris' feelings don't concern me that much anymore.

What are you saying.

I'm saying you're right.
I'm not happy with her and I don't know what to do.
I care for her because of everything we've been through but I've been feeling this way for a while and it's hard for me to admit but...
I don't love her anymore. And I don't think she loves me. She just loves the idea of me.

Wow
I'm proud of you for admitting it.
Now it's your choice where you go from here.

Thanks Hen.

For what

For being such a good friend.

❤️❤️