Not Just A Fan

Hurt and Sleep

Taehyung:

As I walked in the room the sight before me broke my heart. There he was the love of my life breathing. But it's a machine helping him do it.

He's got bandages wrapped around his shoulder, he's pale, and there's machines all around him. Keeping him alive. I walked over and held his hand.

"Please be ok Kookie. For me?" I whispered.

I finally broke down. It's very rare for me to break down. Well at least fully anyway. But that's what I did in that moment. I broke down and sobbed. Then I screamed.

Someone came rushing in and patted my back. I looked back and saw Jimin.

"I came to check up on you Tae. He's going to be ok. Come on, why don't we finally go home?" His voice was soothing but his words weren't.

His words only enraged me more and caused me to release another waterfall of tears. The only reason I didn't punch and scream at him was because by the sound of his voice. I knew he was only worried about me. I can't blame him. But I'm not leaving. Not until the other half of me wakes up.

"No." I said simply. I heard Jimin chuckled and then footsteps. The next thing I know he has his arms wrapped around me.

"What if he doesn't wake up?" He whispered lowly near my ear. I only laughed.

"It was a shot to the shoulder. He'll wake up. And I'm not leaving until he does. So if that's all you came here for. You can go." I said simply. Jimin sighed and walked away after telling me bye.

I held his limp hand and sobbed.

"How about I tell you all the things I know about you and then tell you why I love you? Will that help?" I chuckled with no humor when I got no response.

"Your birth name is Jeon Jungguk. Your stage name is Jungkook. You're favorite colors are red and black. Your Birthdate is September, 1, 1997. You were born in Busan. You have an older brother. You got the scar on your cheek from fighting over a computer with him. You're good at so many things yet you still doubt yourself and push yourself. You and your brother are very good at drawing. You joined the Bangtan Boys at age 15. Was in training camp since 11. When you first came to Bangtan you were so shy that you would take showers at night to avoid them. And the list goes on and on. But those are almost meaningless coming from me when they're facts that a fan would know. So here's why I love you. You spoke to me when I was to shy to. You are such an introvert yet you opened up to me and made me fall so hard and so fast for you. You make me smile everyday. You give me butterflies and jitters just from your touch. Your scent is intoxicating. Your kisses are addicting. You're my other half, my soul, my body, my world, my tears, my heart, you're my absolute everything. Now please wake up. Please Kookie. Wake up and come back to me." I sobbed the whole time.

My head was down but I was still holding his hand. I've been crying since yesterday. But I haven't stopped just yet.

My head immediately shot up when someone began stroking my hair. When I opened my eyes it was the most beautiful pair of eyes staring back at me.

"Kookie?" I questioned. He only smiled and weakly nodded.

"Calm down Tae. I'm not going anywhere. You can't get rid of me that easily. Not when I want to complete the journey of life with you and you only." He smiled.

The nurses and doctors came in and shooed me out. Once they were done doing whatever they needed to. I was allowed back in. Great. Now I can be mad. I walked back over to him.

"Neomyhae pabo. " (you're so mean fool)

I weakly hit his chest.

"How dare you leave me like that?" I sat back beside him and silently cried.

"Tae, it was only a day. Calm down please." He shushed. I nodded and looked at him. Catching him off guard. I immediately connected my lips to his. Trying to pour my emotion into it. When I pulled away he slightly smirked.

"What are you thinking pervert?" I teased. He chuckled and wiggled his eyebrows. I lightly shoved him.

"I'm going to go let the others know." He nodded and I walked a few feet away. I called Jin.

"Hey Tae. What's up?"

"Jungkook's awake."

I heard Jin squeal.

"We'll be right over."

We said our goodbyes and hung up.

" I love you Kim Taehyung." Jungkook said out of the blue.

"I love you too Jeon Jungguk." I said using his real name. Or at least the pronunciation of it. I walked over and laid beside him. His arms went around my waist and my head on his chest.

"Hey Jungkook?" He hummed in response.

"Why did you jump in front of the bullet and how did you do that so fast? You could've died." I felt a few tears but quickly wiped them away.

" Taehyung. I would take a million bullets and live with the pain of every single shot. If it meant you wouldn't get hurt ever again. I love you a lot. I can't see myself with any one else. Ever. You mean to much to me. I've fallen way to hard and I don't ever want to get back up." He kissed my head. That's when I heard .

"AWWWW!" Squealed Jin, Jimin and Jhope.

"Cute." Said Rapmon.

"Swag." Said Suga.

I looked at Suga.

"Swag? How?" Suga sighed and the tips of his ears turned red and his pale complexion was dusted red.

"It was cute." Suga rephrased.

"What will happen next?" I asked .

" Maybe our tour when I get better. But for now? I don't really know. How about once I get discharged from the hospital. We relax for a little while until I'm better?" Jungkook suggested. We all agreed instantly.

I smiled at my boyfriend then at my friends. To which they happily returned.