Not Just A Fan

Comeback and Confessions

Jungkook:

When we got to the place we were supposed to perform. We practiced a few more times. Then we got to rest for an hour. I noticed Tae go over to the couch and try to fall asleep. I was thinking maybe I could sleep next to him. So I went over to him.

"Tae?" No answer so I tried again.

"Tae?" Still no answer. I had to assume he was sleeping already.

I went over to grab a peach, sitting down afterwards. After I was done with my peach I threw the seed in the middle of it away and washed my hands go get rid of the sticky feeling on my hands. I then went back over to the chair and began to play on my phone.

That lasted maybe half an hour. Until I heard whimpering. I looked over and saw Tae. He was whimpering in his sleep. So I walked over to him and squatted next to him. I watched as his face contorted in pain and sadness. I felt bad. Just as I was going to wake him up he muttered something.

"Hmmm..... Jungkook....mmm." I was shocked. It was the only coherent thing he said and it was me. But he's starting to cry and sob in his sleep. Does he get the nightmares I do whenever we're apart? I shook out of my thoughts so I could wake him up. I began to shake him. Nothing.

"Tae?" Nothing once more so I tried again.

"Tae?" Finally he woke up. But he shot up which startled me a bit. Luckily I quickly recovered.

I smiled reassuringly at him. Which he responded with immediately wrapping his arms around me and still sobbing a bit.

"It's ok Tae. It was just a nightmare. But we need to perform soon. So let's get you back to make up. You're ok now." He nodded and sniffled a bit. But as i was walking away I heard something I don't think I was supposed to.

"But you weren't." Tae had mumbled.

So that confirms it. He had a night mare about me getting hurt and possibly dying and now he probably feels bad because he thinks it's his fault in some crazy twisted way. Same as me when he died in my dream and there was nothing I could do. And there was probably nothing he could do but that doesn't stop you from stressing over it. I had to calm him down some more. I walked over to where he went and saw the make up lady just finishing up.

I signaled to the lady to move away silently. She smiled and giggled quietly before walking away. I went over to Tae and made sure he could see me in the mirror. Then I bent down and kissed him on the neck, behind his ear and then on top of his head. I knew what I was doing. But I didn't want to stop. Especially since something big was going to happen tonight. All the members know except Tae.

"It's ok Tae. It was just a nightmare. I get them to whenever you're not sleeping beside me. I know it was scary and you felt like it was all your fault for me getting injured. It wasn't your fault. I'm still here, still breathing, heart still beating, and still right beside you." He nodded and smiled at me to which I happily returned.

"Come on Bangtan Boys! It's time to perform!" One of the stage managers called out.

We all took a few breaths before walking out on stage. We performed like we never had before. Because we've never had Taehyung before. The crowd went crazy when they first saw him. I was so happy that they loved him. But as our concert was nearing its end. I only got more and more nervous. I was starting to back out.

I guess Namjoon noticed and he slightly glared at me. Then he offered a sincere smile. Showing off his dimples. I nodded. Once the concert had ended Namjoon spoke up.

"Thank you so much for supporting our new member Kim Taehyung. His stage name will be V. Because as we've said before. We believe he will lead us to victory. I'm sure many of you are wondering the same thing. 'Why him?' Well here's why. It wasn't exactly a group decision even though we all love and care for him. But it was Jungkooks idea to bring him in. I will let him explain why he chose him and how he feels about him now." Namjoon spoke crystal clear as the microphone amplified the sound all over. Now was my turn and I was honestly pretty scared.

" Hi. Yes it's true. It was my decision to bring V into the group. As you know we've been scared by some ARMY. So when I sat down on the plane beside him. I was scared. Especially with what he was wearing. Which was the BTS merchandise clothes. But honestly? I couldn't be happier that I was the one who spoke up. He said nothing to me until I spoke to him. We ended up talking for literally 5 hours. I knew there was something different. And I'm so happy that I was seated next to him. I really hope you guys support me in what I'm going to say next." I took a deep breath as I listened for what the fans were saying.

"We love you Kookie! No matter what!" Screamed one.

"Of course we will!" Screamed another.

I love ARMY. Even if I do fear some. They still gave me the strength to continue what I was saying.

"I have no idea if I he feels the same or not. But I promise I won't let that get in the way either way. I've fallen for someone. And I hope he feels the same. I love you Kim Taehyung." I looked over at Tae's reaction. His hand was over him mouth and I could see a few tears.

Then I waited for the ARMY's reaction. At first they were shocked into silence. Then every single one of them started chanting the same thing over and over again. "Taekook!Taekook!" And I couldn't be happier.

Tae walked up to me and back hugged me. Making the fans loose it once more.

"I love you too Jeon Jungkook!" Tae shouted so the fans could hear.

I was grinning from ear to ear. For I couldn't be any happier than I am right now.