Demon

chapter twenty seven.

{trigger warning. please note there is a trigger warning. you are worth it darling..if you ever feel like you might hurt yourself, don't hesitate to call this aka the suicide hotline. 1-800-273-8255. and if you ever need someone to talk to, i will be there for you so don't be afraid to say hey kris i need to talk. i will be there for you, for anyone, in a heartbeat.. this chapter is my promise for the 2k and a little intense and very personal.. please don't judge me. everyone breaks at some point. this just happened to be one of the lowest times I've ever had. I'm okay now. i hope you enjoy.}

A few months have past and the weather has been getting colder.

I think it's winter.

I still think about that night..I still wonder whether or not you would have said you still loved me, but I try not to worry about it.

My main concern is you.

You've been getting quieter lately. Your beautiful eyes are getting duller. You stopped eating a lot. At first I thought it was just a human thing. But I don't think it is. It's like your life was taken out of you. I try to hug and hold you, but nothing ever happens..I love you beautiful. I know you will get better. Plus you always seem so mad when I worry about you too much..so I won't. You're my strong little human..

You've been sitting in your bed for hours, just staring at the wall. I wish you could tell me all your problems. Even though I don't know a lot about humans, I would try to make it all better.. I stared at you and watched as you blinked from time to time, just staring at the wall with blank and empty eyes. I looked at you up and down, making sure nothing was hurting you.. The scars on your wrist seemed a little red today but maybe it was because of the cold weather..

After countless hours, you suddenly stood up and walked to the bathroom. I quickly stood up and followed you, making sure you were okay. You closed the door and I stood outside patiently, just like I always do. I learned that it's rude to stand in the bathroom when someone was inside. I don't want to make my angel angry..you were in the bathroom for a long time. That worried me. So I opened the door and saw you with tears running down your face. But I felt numb because I saw bloody towels and a blade. My heart dropped down to my stomach.. Your wrists were red. Not because of the cold but because new cuts were there. The scars were getting deeper and deeper. Your pants were also rolled all the way up and your thighs were filled with a few tiny scars. They were small but they hurt me just as bad. I knew you could see me now at this point, but you looked down. I dropped to my knees and threw the blade away. I was speechless and so were you. We both had tears running down our faces.. I didn't know what to say because I know my little human is sensitive. I didn't want to say anything either. Nothing could describe how much pain was in your eyes. I held you and hugged you so tightly. I shook and buried my face in your neck. I didn't care if your blood was all over me. I just want you to be okay.

After a while, you hugged back, breaking out into sobs. You mean the world to me. Please stop.."You are my everything. I don't want my little human to be hurt anymore." I said quietly. "I'm sorry.." You said. "Don't be sorry." I whispered. But then I suddenly remembered how I was supposed to protect you. Be there for you. I failed you..I frantically started kissing your scars. I took your wrists and kissed them all. You stared at me, confused. "I'll do better next time. I promise." I said, with even more tears coming out of my pale, dull eyes. "I'll do better.." You shook your head. "You didn't do anything wrong." You said, hugging me. I hugged back tightly and pulled back, searching your eyes for forgiveness. I knew I should have been with you wherever you went.. I cleaned you up and brought you to your bed, kissing your scars some more. You gave me a bittersweet smile with empty eyes, and I gave you a big pout. "I love you okay?" You said. That made me calm down a little bit..I don't know why you hurt yourself before. If someone hurt you, I will hurt them and make them pay..I was getting angry but I calmed down, thinking of how you would feel if I did hurt someone again.. I nodded and held your hand, as you slowly fell asleep. I love you too little human..

{I hope you liked this chapter, and thank you for 2k. I'm smiling honesty. I never thought anyone would read my stories or even think I was cool. You're all telling me

I'm making a difference in your lives and I'm just in awe. All I wanna do is make people smile..oh and before demon ends, I'm going to write a full chapter explaining everything about demon, if you're confused.

i hope you liked this chapter, it was very personal and so so intense for me to write..i like keeping to myself most of the time but it was healthier to write everything out.. Chapter twenty-eight is coming out soon. until next time, xox kris.}