Demon

chapter eleven.

After you cried, you laid on your bed, staring at your wrist.

Faded scars were scattered everywhere on your wrist, a reddish color.

Your eyes were full of anger, sadness, and confusion.

Maybe you were thinking about my words. Or why I can't see you anymore. Or maybe you were thinking about how I kissed it and held it. I hope you know you are still loved, angel. I would never leave you. Not in a thousand years. Or a million years. Or an eternity. I'll always be with you and protecting you.

I laid with you and looked at you while you stared at the ceiling. I took your wrist and kissed it again. Then I kissed your cheek. And then your lips. But I couldn't really enjoy it since you did nothing back. But I guess that's okay. I was holding you and cuddling you until you stood up and put your shoes on and left. I sighed and followed you. You were walking across the street and just trying to get your mind clear. Then you sat down by a tree, running your fingers through your hair.

"If, If you're here Demon..Thank you." You said, talking into the air. I smiled lightly and looked down. "I love you." I said. But you didn't hear it. And I don't know if you're ever going to hear it again.

I woul give anything to make you see me again. Anything. Just please sense deep in your heart that I'm here. I'm not in the underworld or with some other human. You're my only human. You're my little human. I held you in my arms and cuddled you, trying to convince myself that you'll hug back. I hugged you tighter and soon I became frustrated because I knew that it'll never work. Tears streamed down my face and I shook lightly. I'm sorry angel. I really am...

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Days, weeks, and maybe even months have past. You've gone back to your old ways and I've gone back to mine. I'm forced to watch you hurt yourself and cry almost everyday. I scream at you and cry for you and try to get you to stop but so far nothing has worked. You still can't see me and I've half given up hope that you ever will again. I want to make you feel loved, angel. I've done it before and I promise I'll do it again.

I stood there in the darkness watching you cry. It hurt seeing you so sad. You feel unloved and worthless. But please don't. You are always going to be loved no matter what. I know it seems like no one cares anymore but no matter what, someone out there is going to keep loving you. I love you so much beautiful. I held your hand and rubbed your back as you cried and cried. Eventually you stopped and slowly fell asleep. Goodnight babygirl. I smiled lightly at your still frame and looked outside the window, wishing that maybe someday you could hug and kiss me back once again..

{sorry if this was short but dont worry i have more planned! and thank you so much for 10,000+ reads and 1,000+ votes! this means so much to me omg im crying thank you all so so so much. it means, honestly, so much i love you all and demon loves you all <3}