Somehow I suddenly
feel suicidal. I get
a sudden urge to cut
or kill myself.
I cry most nights not
knowing if I will even
live to see the sun
the next day.
Somehow, you make my
thoughts go away.
You distract me. And
make me realize I have
to keep fighting because
I can never leave you.
You are my hero
and my love.
I hope to be with you forever. I want to wake
up next to you every
morning. I´ll go where you
go, if you ask me to.
My dear, you´re
so special to me.
I love you
