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"I can help you."

•Kim Jongin's POV•

I know what it feels like

To want to disappear.

I'm feeling it right now.

Yuna, I was want to help you.

But you won't let me.

You have to get Chanyeol out of your mind.

You have to let me in.

Or I might let out the beast.

I can't deal with this.

It's too much.

You and these monsters.

It hurts too much.

I wish it would stop.

I wish you would let me help you.

But you won't.

So what's the point?

What's the point of continuing to suffer everyday and get nothing in return?

You won't love me because you love Chanyeol and I know that won't change any time soon.

I want to kill the beast that's within me.

The beast I call depression and schizophrenia.

But the only way of killing them off, is by killing me as well.

So, goodbye Yuna.

I love you, but you hurt me.

Goodbye.

•Park Yu Na's POV•
*irl*

I really wish Kai was here right now.

I miss him.

And I hope he knows that.

I hope he's okay.

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