I'm Sorry, Love || m.yg

01

[**A/N: I recommend you listen to the song above while reading this chapter :)**]

-flashback-

I open the door and we just stare at each other for a moment. Yoongi. I wish things were how it used to be. I wish we weren't so distant lately. My heart hurts. I want you so bad. But you don't have time for me anymore. Did you not want this as bad as I did? Did you fall out of love with me? I let let him inside my apartment. We both sit on the couch. He sighs and tears start rolling down my face.

He sighs and looks at me with hurt in his eyes. "Melanie...stop crying.." I shake my head. "No, oppa...I already know where this is going." He sighs again. "I'm sorry Mel. I'm sorry." He says, wiping tears from my face. I start to cry even harder.
"You don't love me anymore? Am I not attractive anymore? You had a change of heart? Yoongi..." A tear rolls down his cheek. "Mel...no. I love you so damn much. That will never change. Are you not attractive anymore?" He scoffs. "Melanie you are beyond beautiful. I just don't have time. I'm just so busy with work right now. It's just not the best time. It's not fair to you. I'm tired of leaving you lonely lately. You don't deserve that. It's not fair. I think friendship is the best option right now. Maybe you can do better..."

I furrow my eyebrows.

"Do better? Yoongi....you're an amazing person. Lately things haven't been the best, but don't put yourself down!"

He gently takes my hand. "Mel...I've been a lousy boyfriend to you lately. I've never meant to make you feel lonely. And right now, I just can't promise to be there more. Work is real busy. I still have 8 more songs to write and I have a deadline. It's just too much right now." He sighs. "This hurts man...but I don't wanna be selfish. This isn't fair to you. I love you that much Mel."

I nod and cry harder and he pulls me into his chest. We embrace each other for awhile.

"Yoongi...can you kiss me? One last time?"

He half smiles and nods his head. He slowly moves my hair out of my face and caresses the side of my face. His eyes are red and watery. He slowly leans closer until our lips meet. The kiss is very slow and passionate. His tongue softly grazes my bottom lip and I slightly part my lips, giving him access to enter. He tastes minty and sweet. I don't want this to be the last kiss. I don't want to say goodbye like this. He slowly pulls away.

"Do you need to be anywhere soon?" I ask him.
He shakes his head no.

"Can......can you make love to me..one last time?"

He stares into my eyes for a moment. Then tears start to fall down his face. He slowly nods his head. He takes my hand and helps me off the couch. He then carries me bridal style to my bedroom. He lays me down on the bed and starts to kiss my cheek down to my jaw line, down to my neck. He gently sucks and nibbles there. I close my eyes and let out a breath as I slowly run my fingers in his hair. He brings his lips down to my collarbone and starts leaving kisses there. His warm hand slowly travels up my shirt and he starts to massage my left breast. I let out a moan. He stares into my eyes. I break the eye contact by kissing his lips. He pulls my shirt up until it's over my head and slips it off, tossing it on the floor beside the bed. He unbuttons my shorts and unzips them and slides them off me, leaving me in only my red laced bra and panties. He sits there, admiring my body for a second.

"Damn it.." he whispered, holding back tears.

"Yoongi.." I whisper back. Tears running down my face.

I gently grab him by the back of his neck and bring him down to me. I help him get his shirt off. I'm going to miss this. I'm going to miss having all of him. He sits back up to take his pants off, leaving him in only his briefs. Once they're off, he comes back down to me. I wrap my legs around his waist, tightly. His bulge throbbing against my core. Wanting to feel more, I can't help but to grind myself against it. I let out a heavy breath and Yoongi groans into my ear. It's music to my ears. His voice alone tickles my heart. But this time, with the tickles there's also pain. He grinds himself harder into me and I grab his hair and moan out loud. I take my feet and start to slide his briefs off, getting impatient. He helps me. Once he gets them off, he removes my bra and then climbs down and removes my panties with his teeth. He then places kisses on my inner thighs. He kisses higher and higher until his face is directly between my legs. He starts to kiss my sweet spot and lick it slowly. My fingers traveling through his hair and I let out a few moans. He crawls back up and kisses my lips. While he's kissing me, his hand is playing around between my legs. I moan into his mouth. He pulls away from the kiss and positions himself at my entrance. He stares into my eyes as he enters me. I gasp and throw my head back.

"No. Melanie...look at me." He whispered.

I try to focus and I bring my head back up to look at him.

"Don't look away. Please..." he says.

He doesn't move, allowing me to adjust to his size since it's been awhile. Then he slowly starts to move.

"Look down, Mel."

I listen and look down. I watch as he keeps pulling out, then slowly pushes himself back inside me. Over and over. I grab onto his back and bite my lip.

He starts to become a little more rough and my moans get louder. We make eye contact again.

"Melanie.." he groans. Sweat forming on his forehead.

My moans become more high pitch.
"Oppa, right there!"
I close my eyes.

"Mel, look at me." He whispered.

I open my eyes and we stare at each other as he slowly but roughly pounds into me. I start to scratch his back. He starts going even faster. His breathing gets heavier and his groans get louder. All that's heard is the sound of our bodies together and our moans. His thrusts start to become more sloppy.

"Yoongi, I'm gonna cum.." I moan out.

"Me too..cum with me!" He breathed out.

Shortly after, we both came together, our bodies shaking. He collapsed on top of me, still inside of me.

"Mianhae..." he whispered. His voice is shaky.

We both cry, embracing each other until we both fell asleep.