Who. I. Am.

New Experience

I was walking a path on a sunny day with grass all around me for miles. There was a small breeze in the air. It was very relaxing.

I saw my friends up ahead on the path and ran to catch up, " Hey guys! Goku! Krillin! Tien! Guys wait up!"  I shouted. I ran and ran, but I couldn't seem to catch up. It seemed they kept getting farther and farther away.

" Com'on guys, wait up! Please! W-wait for me!"  Now I felt like was running in place, everything around me was crumbling and turning white. I couldn't even see them anymore.

" What the-!?" I was interrupted by suddenly falling below to the ground with loud and painful THUD! " Oof!" I slowly got up from the ground only to see it was black. Everywhere I looked: black.

" Hello!? Is anyone there!? Answer me!" I kept frantically looking around, " Somebody!? Anyone!?", I called more into the darkness, but no one heard me.

I was completely alone.

Then a loud voice that sounded like Goku shouted: " FOOL!" Then I felt a whip on my back, I screamed at the pain. Nobody was around. Another with Krillin's voice, " JOKE!" I was punched by an invisible force in the face.

Soon more and more voices of people I knew shouted more things, and with each painful word; came a whip or a punch. I tried fighting back but I kept hitting air. " IDIOT!"
" MORON!"

"Agh!...Stop....."

" COWARD!"

"Stop"

" TRASH!"

" Stop! Stop it!" I cried in agony.

" FAILURE!"

" STOP IT! PLEASE!"

" WEAKLING!!!"

" NOOOOO!" I was at my limit. My clothes were torn and bloodied. Bruises and whip marks decorated my body. Every one of them burned and itched my skin. I turned over on my back; panting. " P-please......just leave me be" I rasped out dryly, " a-all I ever wanted........was to be good enough".

This pain.........it was nothing I've ever felt before. I could feel it in my cutting very soul, carving into it. I was so exhausted and.......weak, I couldn't move to do anything. I couldn't even cry.

Goku suddenly stood over me with the rest of my " comrades", all with looks of disgust or malicious smiles, " It's time I rid this world of this filth" he aimed a ki blast at my already breaking heart.

I managed one to say one thing: " G-Goku.........why?" He smiled evilly.

" Because.........you.......are nothing"

With that, he shot it right through my chest.

" GAH! " I shot up with a jolt from my covers. Panting hard, sweat pooling off of me. I clutched my pounding bare chest.
Just a nightmare......again
I looked at my surroundings remembering I'm in a palace guest room on an alien planet.

I had been having that nightmare for weeks now, but this time it felt so.........real.

" I thought.........maybe if just ignored it, it might go away" I rubbed my head " pretty dumb me to think it I could. But.......why did this feel so much worse than the other times? Annnnd I'm talking to no one" I let out breath I didn't know I was holding.