Understand

Part 1

We all know, the more you care the more you'll end up hurt . This statement is true. Don't believe it ? Try it for yourself . Now that's one reason why I tend not to care a lot about anything, that and I just do not have the ability to care as much as the average person . You see , I'm one who tends to just "wing it" which ultimately isn't the best plan (jeje, see what I did there? No? Hmm.. then you have some learning to do . Yes ? Good job, I like you already). Anyways, I do not have the motivation or will to put in effort to create plans and personally I DO NOT believe plans and goals are realistic . Why ? Becuase they never go as planned . Hahaha. For example , I lived in South Carolina for about 16 years. I had a plan to go to a university there. All of the sudden I get good news that my father was offered a job in Florida! Now this was the only time where I actually felt like I fit in. I saw myself having a future here so i made this massive life plan about high school then charter school and then college then a university but guess what ? All of that was riped away when my father revealed we were going to move to Georgia . I only had one year with Florida which was the only time I was beginning to be happy in my entire life . You see that's the second time my real future plans were complete destroyed becuase they were based on the state I lived in. Moving to Georgia made me much more miserable in life . Compared to Florida this was nothing . I hate the school the people the town the rules the state . Everything . And I'm suppose to graduate in this state and school this year ? I'm a senior by the way. So now I have to make a new set of future goals but I don't and won't because plans are a waste . Anything can happen anytime . So just "wing it" becuase plans do not go as planned .