My evening was like the usual- well, what I am now doing in the evenings; which is partying with Zac.
Zac's the only person I talk to now, well the only person when I'm sober.
Anyways I woke up to my alarm and grabbed what I needed.
Today I was going to escape this fucking hell hole.
So, I got changed then I grabbed the gun and stashed it in bag; I also grabbed my box and ran out the front door.
I then walked to the school, savouring the peaceful breeze and greenery.
I eventually made it to the gates and continued to walk up to the stairs.
Once I got to the top of the stairs, I was pushed over by Bianca.
"Stop getting in my way, bitch!" She said.
She then walked off, every person (including Josie and lily.) spat on me as they walked passed.
I stood up and tried to shake off their spit.
Once I did that, I grabbed the box and walked into the school.
As soon as I walked into the school, I was smacked.
I looked at the person who did it but was shocked to see that it was Luke, "bitch!" He said.
Him slapping me stung, not because he's a guy but because he's one of the only people I trusted for years!
I just closed my eyes and tried to think of happy thoughts, but to no avail I couldn't.
I walked passed him and ran to the girls toilets.
I locked myself in one of the stalls and cried.
Why do I have to live such a shitty life?!
Why is it that no one wants to hear me out?! Why don't they want to hear the truth?!
I sobbed some more.
Fucking fake ass friends.
Fucking shitty family.
Fucking hell of a school.
I'm just a fucking disappointment!
My thoughts were interrupted by the school bell.
I walked out my stall and grabbed ahold of one of the sinks.
I dropped my bag as well as the box onto the floor.
I slowly brung my head up and looked in the mirror.
If I'm being honest, I don't know who this girl is anymore.
She's broken and vulnerable, something I'm not.
She has puffy eyes and untamed hair, it's like she doesn't care anymore; every last ounce of hope has now been obliterated!
She's empty and has no warmth.
She's unloved and she has knows it.
VOUS LISEZ
Alicia: The girl who wasn't expecting this ✔️
Roman pour AdolescentsA story inspired by the tap story: wasn't expecting this. Alicia aged 18 years old is in her final year of high school. All she has to do is get through one more year of the supposed 'hell hole'. Easy, right? Well not when life completely hates...