Dear Journal,
So in attempt to get Luke to remember what happened, I sat him down and talked to him about what happened the night before last.
He said and I quote
"Ashton, why the hell are you so hung up on it? I don't remember what happened last night and i'm pretty sure nothing amazing happened either."
I mean, why the hell would he forget something so important?
What if its not important to him at all?
What if he doesnt care that he was my first time?
And now I remember that the last person that touched him like I did was amanda.
Dammit, I hate to cry.
Why am I crying over something as stupid as this?
...
Its not stupid..
It was my first time and Luke didn't remember.
If he can't remember something- regardless of how drunk he was....
(which im pretty sure i was drunker than he was..)
Then I think its time we break up.
thanks luke... this past month has been the best...
Ashton
(poor ashton ok and no, he hasnt broken up with him yet.)
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