Jhope: Heh, yeah...
Ex-Girlfriend? He never said he used to have a girlfriend. But guess that doesn't matter, besides why should I care?
Jin: Ohh. Remember the time she made that tofu stew!
Jimin: Aww yeah, Sundubu-jjigae!
Jungkook: It was spicy but so good.
V: Her Jajangmyeon was so amazing.
Suga: Her Pyogojeon was the best too.
RM: I really liked the Japchae, that was so bomb.
I guess this girl was a better cook than I was. I'll admit, I have a recipe book...I never actually cooked before. I did the step by step thing. This was making me lose my appetite, I just kinda poked at my food. I felt kinda hurt that they were all gloating about her, no one noticed that I was upset which is a good thing I suppose.
After dinner, the boys picked up. I decided to shower and go to bed early, I wasn't sleepy or anything. I just wanted to sit on the bed and look outside the window. The moon looked nice tonight. I kinda miss going on walks at this time. I took a deep breath.
*crrrreeeeaaaakkkk*
"Hey, the guys and I are gonna watch a movie. Wanna come watch?" He smiled.
I shook my head. "No..I'm okay, thanks"
I looked back at the moon once I said that. What is this strange feeling I'm witnessing at the moment? It feels like anger but not really, it's kinda hard to explain.
"You sure?" He asked.
I nodded.
He took a deep breath. "Are you mad? If it's about what was being said at dinner, I'm sorry"
I felt embarrassed and felt my face getting hot. "Why would I be mad over that? Heh. That would be stupid..."
"Oh, I see...well then um, if you change your mind, we'll be in the living room kay?"
"Yeah...okay" I said.
The door closed and I sighed.
What is this stupid feeling? I feel like my heart is about to blow up or something. My stomach feels all weird. My palms are sweaty. I really wanna clear my mind right now, I'll just sneak out for a bit. I'll come back later. I put a hoodie on and escaped from the window. Luckily this is a one story house so no need for climbing or anything. I put the hood over my head and went for a walk. It's kinda windy outside. I wish Myoko were here. She makes walks so much more relaxing. I kept walking and walking, I didn't even realize it but I was about to pass the orphanage. Had I really wandered off this far? Hmm, if only I had a friend there. They'd help me get my papers and all that stuff. Well, maybe I could sneak in? After all they're all probably asleep or drunk. Maybe both? My heart began to race and my legs began to shake.
If they see me, I'll be done for. I looked around. There! An enterance! It's through the basement. Hmm, if I'm not mistaking, there will be a vent I can get into from there and that vent pretty much leads around the orphanage. Hmm, but where exactly is the office? Maybe I should go check it out. I looked around.
I felt someone grab me.
"Raine what are you doing here?!" He whispered angrily.
"Hoseok"
"Why did you leave like that? Why are you even here huh? You're not planning on going inside are you? Babo! Let's go home now. You're in huge trouble!" He said.
He noticed I was gone? But how? Did he go check on me?
We got home and all the guys were there. I groaned. Man, now they're all gonna lecture me.
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