We're two completely different people
He's popular
I'm a wall flower
He has girls
I have no one
He's a famous social media star
I'm still a nobody
But I have such a big emotional pull towards him
Yet he doesn't give me a passing glance in the h...
"Tara Connors will you do the honors of being my girlfriend" he said pulling out a promise ring. I smiled huge and said "of course Jacob I would love to be your girlfriend" . He slipped the ring on my finger and stood up from the ground. We hugged and he kissed my head. He walked me back to my house hand in hand with me.
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When we got there he kissed my head and said "goodnight Tara". "Goodnight Jacob" I smiled before he started to walk away and I walked back into my house. I Posted a random Instagram picture from my camera roll.
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Then I went to sleep with a smile on my face.
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I woke up and threw on a plain white crop top and light washed skinny jeans with my white converses. Then I got a text from my long time bestfriend Loren.
Loren- want to hang today?! Me- sure where at Loren- my good friend Jacob Sartorius' house Me- ok so my boyfriends I'll ask Loren- is he really your boyfriend? Me- yeah he asked me last night Loren- that's nice for you Me- thanks
I texted Jacob
Me- hey my friend Loren wants to hang is it cool LA💜- yeah it's cool 💜 Me-🖤
Then I texted Loren back
Me- he said it was cool Loren- great meet you there Me- yeah I'm walking now Loren- so am I
I tucked my phone back in my pocket and soon arrived at Jacobs house. I knocked on the door and he answered. "Hey Tara" he smiled letting me in. We sat on the couch. He wrapped his arm around my waist and he held me close. Then 10 minutes later there was another knock on the door and I opened it. "Hey Loren come in" I smiled.
I looked at both of them. "What do you guys wanna do today" I asked. "Wanna make YouTube videos" Loren asked. I looked at Jacob and shrugged. "Sure" we both said in sync . We made 7 videos on Lorens page, 5 on mine, on 6 on Jacobs. When we were done Loren went home and me and Jacob laid down and watched Netflix. When it reached 10 I fell asleep.
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I woke up with arms wrapped around me then I remembered I was at Jacobs. I was so happy he asked me to be his girlfriend it almost made it seem like I didn't loose my dad. I didn't really wanna think about it so I started watching Jacobs musically compilations on YouTube.
I guess I laughed a little too loud. "You know this is kinda creepy right" I heard Jacobs voice laughing. I jumped like 9 feet in the air. "Jacob you scared me" I laughed. "Are they good" he asked. "Are what good?" I asked. "My musicallys" he said. "Yeah I love them" I smiled. "Tara I have an confession" he said. "What is it" I asked nervously. "I've liked you since the 7th grade" he smiled. "Now I think I love you" he said looking down. "Jacob I love you too your funny, your brave, you know just what to say at the right time, you can make world peace with your smile. How could I not love something so great and precious. That's the thing I couldn't even imagine not loving you." I smiled. He took my cheek with his thumb and he caressed it for a minute before leaning in and kissing me softly. I kissed back with no hesitation grabbing the back of his neck.
In that moment I knew he was my little bean that I could never lose. I loved Jacob Sartorius and I'm sure about that.
