Life Without You

Mine

Clarke:

I walked into the lab and heated up some meat. There was so much I wanted to say to him, but I had no idea where to start. He told me he was sorry for everything, but truth is I never once blamed him for anything. Had I been in the same position I would have done the same thing. I mean it is hard running things right? How could I blame him for doing what's right? Why would he think that I would blame him? Almost everything was ready I just had to wake up everyone. Bellamy is clearly still enjoying his shower.

I walked into a room, Raven was sleeping on one of the beds. I lightly nudged her, "wake up Raven I made some food and found some clothes for you to wear after you shower."

She jumped up yelling, "DON'T TOUCH ME." As soon as she came to her senses and realized where she was, quickly apologizing, "I'm so sorry Clarke. I'm just still in shock." She put her hand on my shoulder giving me an apologetic smile. "Did you say shower?" We both let out a laugh.

"YES, because frankly you need one," I chuckled. I grabbed her arm and yanked her off the bed.

"Rude. But I guess I can't really be mad I really do need a shower," she giggled.

She followed me to where I had set our table to eat. "You eat I'll go and wake up the others. Enjoy some food." I locked eyes with her while she took a large bite of the boar. "These are your clothes and a towel, you can shower after you eat." I waved my hand in the direction of the pile of clothes. She gave me a nod, her mouth too full to respond.

I was walking to go wake up Murphy and Emori when I felt two hands rest on the curves of my waist. I took in the sweet scent of Bellamy. Goosebumps covered my entire body. He chuckled as he slid his hand across the goosebumps on my arms.

"I guess you are attracted to me," he laughed into my ear causing my goosebumps to grow.

I rolled my eyes, still frozen in time with his hands on my waist. "Possibly, but we can talk about that later," I whispered back. "there's food downstairs. Raven is eating you can join her." He slowly released his grip of my waist. I turned to look at him bringing my hand to his cheek running my fingers across freckles. I looked into his sad eyes and let out a sigh. "Bellamy, please. Go eat."

My face was plastered with a smile, the kind of ear to ear smile that makes your face start to hurt. As I turned to walk towards Murphy and Emori's room I notice Madi smiling at me. I hadn't even noticed her standing there. She gave me a big smile followed by a big hug.

"I love seeing you happy Clarke." I released her from our long embrace.

"Why don't you go join him, I'm sure he would love to get to know you" I said before kissing her forehead. It made me so happy that Madi would finally get to know Bellamy. She had heard so much about him she was beginning to think he was just a figment of my imagination.

She quickly ran off, following Bellamy down to eat.

Bellamy:

It had been so long since I had eaten anything that didn't taste like garbage. It felt amazing. The juice from the meat made my taste buds dance across my tongue.

"Relax Bellamy the food isn't going anywhere," Raven laughed. I hadn't realized my face was completely full until I was incapable to respond to her. She looked so different now than she had in space. She looked happier, healthier. I gave her a quick smile as I dug back into the well-cooked meat.

Madi joined us, greeting us with a big smile. "How do you guys like the food?" She looked a lot like Octavia when she was 12. I couldn't help but feel a bit hurt at the thought of my sister. But we would get her out, I would be sure of it.