Ups and Downs

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Last night was amazing, I will never forget it. We had so much fun, we boned together as friends,  and as a couple. I thought that that night would be me and hers first kiss, but it wasn't. That night was what you could call a climax in our 2 relationship. That night was probably when we loved each other the most for that relationship. From that night on everything went down hill, the hill wasn't steep at all. That didn't play out in my favor. I would text her and there would be no reply, so I knew what was probably gonna happen soon. There was one night about a month later after the get together, that night was a blast. She had a dinner with her soccer team and she invited me. I had a lot of fun that night, I will cherish that memory. I really loved her, but I don't know if she felt the same. Soon we broke up, again I and was not happy at all. I still don't know really why we broke up. I've heard rumors that said she didn't trust me, I didn't know so I just went along with that rumor. I was thinking of al the things wrong that I did. There was this one app, called the After School app. It was a place to post  drama, facts, rumors and other confidential information anonymously. That might of been one of the reasons why we broke up too. It was a mistake, I posted some things about my girlfriend at the time. Such as "she is cute" and stuff like that. I guess I didn't think everything through because she would get really mad, because she had a boyfriend and didn't know who where posting these things. I didn't tell her that I posted those things because it would've look stupid. She would've asked why I didn't say it to her privately, on text of any other platform. It was a mistake that I never should have made. I later did find out there was someone else posting stuff about her to, and I wasn't just me. When I found out other people posting about my girlfriend I got angry. I ending up telling her what I posted and what I didn't after she screen grabbed a picture of someone saying she had a cute ass. This effected our relationship tremendously. We texted often after we broke up, it felt like texting an angry best friend. She wasn't so happy with me, and I can't blame her. I was indubitably sorry, and still am to this day wish I could take everything back

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