lover // josh dun x reader { COMPLETED }

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Chapter is mostly about Y/N's past :)

**time skip brought to you by: beebo's vocal range**
<< Y/N POV >>
It was the same routine with the group, starting the day off with Brendon and Ryan, and ending it with Josh. The school wasn't far away from our neighborhood so we both decided to start going walking like Jenna and Tyler. It was an amazing month and now we were going to end that month with one of the best holidays ever. HALLOWEEN!

The time when teen girls would release their inner hoe, and when kids would get one the best sugar rushes in their lives.

"Y/N?" Josh snapped me out of my random moment of thought. "Are you excited for the little party we're going to have in my place?"

"Yeah, definitely.." I responded looking at the sidewalk. "Are you sure your parents won't mind?"

"They won't, is only us, the squad." Josh started walking a bit slow. "What's killing your mind Y/N?"

I stopped walking, Josh noticed I stopped so he stopped. "Nothing, I'm fine, I guess there's something going on right now.." Josh gave me a surprised look, maybe he knew what I meant. It was that time of the month.

We both kept on walking, it was quieter than usual, which killed me a little in the inside not being able to hear Josh's calmed voice. We both made it to the neighborhood and we went straight to the park, our spot. I started getting some cramps which could make things worse.

"If you want I could leave you alone, I'll go away.." Josh said in sympathy. "No stay with me please, I need you. Don't leave me alone."

<< Josh's POV >>

I was at the park with Y/N, our spot. This had been the best month ever, since Y/N came to my school, and Beebo falling to a pool. Can this month get better?

Sadly Y/N was on her time of the month, she was suffering on the inside. I said if I could leave her alone, and she told me to stay with her. That she needed me...

My heart raced as soon as she said that, did she meant it as a friend? Or as a lover? Dammit Joshua, remember she might only like you as a friend. Or does she?

I grabbed Y/N's hand and made her stand up, she looked like if she was in a lot of pain. I walked her to the nearest tree and we sat under there. We were both cuddling, and I held Y/N's hand. Her E/C eyes gave me a weak look and her smile was just weak.

I let Y/N lay in my legs, she then fell asleep. She looked so peaceful and beautiful. I looked at the tree it had some carvings from couples and one of them was one that gave me chills. "Debby and Josh forever <3" I got a lot of flashbacks, they were awful. Just as I started panicking Y/N woke up, and hugged me right away.

We both left the park, Y/N looked like if she was feeling better. We made our way to my home, and my mom gave me happy and surprised look, as if she was proud of me.

"Hello! My name is Laura Dun!" My mom greeted
Y/N. "I'm sure you're really lucky to have Josh!"

My mom thought Y/N was my girlfriend, Ashley gave me a worried expression while Jordan just hugged Y/N, they both knew Y/N was my friend, and the girl I loved.

"I am lucky to have Josh Mrs. Dun!" Y/N responded, my mom gave her an awe expression and hugged her. I whispered to my mom that she wasn't my girlfriend, she knew it already, but she told me she had a feeling that me and Y/N would go out soon.

"Hey, I'm Ashley and that guy over there that just hugged you is Jordan!" Y/N smiled and we both went upstairs.

"So Y/N, I've been wondering about the time when we were at Beebo's party and I asked you about your 'father', can you tell me why?"

                               << Y/N POV >>

That gave me chills, Josh wanted to know about my stupid father. But I just felt rage as soon as I heard him asked the question. I trusted him so I started telling the story.

"Oh well it all started in freshman year, I was on my way back to my house with my friends Kyanna and Ryanna," I started saying the story and sat down on the floor. "We were going back to my old place and I saw my dad's car and I saw two silhouettes. One of a woman and one of a man, I approached the car knowing that my mom worked till late, and I saw my father kissing the woman on the mouth."

Josh was paying attention he was sitting next to me in the floor so I continued with the story. "I recognized the woman. It was my mom's sister. I threw a rock to the car's window and it broke like I expected and opened the car. I pulled my so called 'aunt' and started punching and hitting her." I looked at Josh, he gave me a look, one that will scar my soul. He looked as if he didn't know me. "And I also went straight to my dad to at least punch him, my friends saw everything and stopped me. And my dad tried to convince me to not tell my mom but I told him that this secret will soon be dead..."

I continued and Josh was still listening, he's an amazing person to talk to, "One day, I snapped. My father was getting mad at me for no reason. I kept his little secret for 1 year already, and until he said I was a liar, I snapped. 'HOW IRONIC! BECAUSE YOURE ALSO A LIAR, BUT NOT JUST YOUR REGULAR LIAR! YOURE A DISGUSTING HUMAN BEING! A FUCKING CHEATER!!' Everybody in the table including my mom gave me a look but she looked relieved and mad at the same time.."

Josh went straight for a hug, I hugged him back. "Don't worry Josh, it's all fine, after that we moved into a small apartment and then this year we decided to move here."

"Okay, I'm glad you moved here." Josh responded. I think he was getting some flashbacks of something after that, but I don't know, I'm not a psychic.

Me and Josh were playing around and we fell off his bed, we were laying down in the floor laughing. Since we were waiting for the group to come, they wouldn't be here until 7. We were both really close to each other, and we just kissed. The kiss was about to get good until we heard a few knocks on Josh's door.

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Author's Note

Waddup my d00ds, it's been a while since I've updated. Well on June 2nd it was my birthday, and I've been busy the last few days. Plus I needed some inspiration. Also thanks for 58 reads, I know it's not that much compared to other authors because I actually suck at fan fiction but hey! I thought this wouldn't even get reads. Alright thanks for everything and hope y'all have a great day.
I love y'all!

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