I want it to go away
Not sure what it is
I feel nothing
But everything
Numb to what I deal with
Sad because I don't know
How to deal with it
I'm frozen sometimes
In bed barely blinking
Time moves
In front of my eyes
But I don't care.
I don't want to do things
That need to be
It'll all fall apart
If I'm not together.
I want it to go away
The feelings to change
Or at least come back
I need to feel again
I know what it's like.
I want to be alone
Not to be bothered
It's hard to come up with words
For all of this
I just know I've been here
Way too often.
