I just want to lay here
And not move
As the words swirl around
My mind won't slow down
Let time just pass by
The tears dry
Not another one will fall from my eyes.
The thoughts won't disappear
The fears are here
I can't shut them down
But I can cover them up
Just a few single words
And he has no clue
Of the damage being done.
I have to debate
What I want to say
Choose my words carefully
They may end up hurting me
Or maybe his words will
Either way I lose
Like I always do.
