Broken

Chapter 1

Do you ever have one of those days where as soon as you wake up you know something horrible is going to happen. Well I opened my eyes and saw the light coming through the curtains to my left. And just thought "please let this day be better than yesterday". I look to my right and see Niall sound asleep. I let out a little smile just thinking "he is so adorable when he sleeps."

I slowly pull the covers off my body and stand up. I make sure im super quiet not to wake up Niall or he would be pissed. I take about 15 steps around the bed and walk into the connecting bathroom.

I lightly close the door and locked it. Walked over to the sink placed my hands on either side of the sink and just let out a huge breath. It felt like forever of me just standing there in the dark hearing nothing except my steady breathing.

After a few more deep breaths i reach up on the right side of the mirror and flip the light switch up to turn on the lights. I then open up the mirror and grab my toothbrush and put a little bit of toothpaste onto the toothbrush. I start to brush my teeth slowly making sure there spotless.

When im finished brushing my teeth I walk over to the toilet and i grab some toilet paper putting it into the toilet. when I see its dissolved I sit down and quietly pee. When im finished I pull my underwear up and flush the toilet. I walk back over to the sink and quietly wash my hands. Drying my hands when im done.

I look up into the mirror and just sigh thinking "how did i get to this position". I reach over to my left on top of the toilet is my makeup bag. I grab it and put it down in the sink unzipping it. I pull out some foundation and start applying it on my nose and my forehead. When I get to my cheek and neck i have to be extremely careful. I have a huge purple bruise near my chin all the way up to my ear. Its not a pretty sight.

when i cover the bruise I start applying eye shadow then eyeliner doing a wing on each eye then apply my favorite pair of lashes. When my makeup is all done I spray on some finishing spray and some waterproof spray. I then grab my brush from my makeup bag and brush out the knots in my hair. when all of the knots are brushed out I grab a hair tie and put my hair into a ponytail.

When i look presentable I put everything away and clean the bathroom as best as i can. When its spotless i quietly switch off the light and quietly open the bathroom door. Niall is still asleep which is good. I walk next to him into the closet and grab a pair of ripped jeans and my light blue converse. I walk across from the bed and go into the dresser grabbing a black thong and a black lace bra. I put everything on then grab a black tank top putting it on. I walk back over to the closet grabbing a big sweater putting it on.

When i am dressed I go down next to Niall and place a kiss on his cheek calmly trying to wake him up.hes laying on his back so I place a kiss on his lips and see his eyes start to open so i say "good morning" with a small smile. He smiles a little bit and moves im assuming to get out of bed but instead he grabs me and pulls me under the covers and im so surprised i let out a little scream.

he tries to fall back asleep but i tell him its almost 10 am and we have a picnic to be at by 12. he grown's a Little bit and gets out of bed i just hear the bathroom door slam shut and that's my cue. I quickly get out of bed make the bed make sure all of my dirty clothes i was wearing is in the dirty hamper. grab a pair of Niall's jeans from the closet his pair of black converse one of his nice button up shirts a fresh pair of underwear from the dresser and place it all on the bed.

I head out to the kitchen and make sure the fruit bowl i bought yesterday is without a price tag and i grab the small cooler full of alcohol I prepared. I open the freezer and put some ice in the cooler to keep the beers cold. When i am done i take the cooler and the fruit and bring it out to my car placing it in my trunk.

I go back inside grabbing the cupcakes i made and bringing them out to my car as well. When everything is in the car its only 10:30 am so i lock my door and head back into the house. I close the front door behind me and walk to the kitchen. I clean everything up that needs cleaned make sure there is no dirty dishes in the sink and, When i am positive that everything is clean Niall comes into the kitchen.

He has his phone in his hand and places it on the island. He walks over to me and wraps his arms tightly around my waist which makes me flinch. He notices that and i can tell hes getting very angry. he says "Why the FUCK do you always do that! I was just trying to hug you!" there was a glass vase on the island full of beautiful flowers but not anymore he got so mad he knocked it onto the floor. Which made me flinch again.

He looks at me and says "you better clean that up then be in the car in the next 5 minutes or so help me.". He then grabbed his phone and my keys and walked out of the house.

I quickly grabbed a towel from the bathroom and tried to clean up as much of the water as i could but i caught a piece of glass with my hand so my arm started to bleed. I knew i needed to hurry up or he would get even more mad so i ran to the bathroom grabbed a band aid and placed it onto the cut. I ran out into the kitchen grabbed the broom that we have placed in the closet and swept up all of the glass. I threw all of the broken glass away put the broom away and grabbed the flowers off of the floor. I placed the flowers on the island grabbed a big beer mug we keep in one of the cupboards above the sink and filled it up with water.

I placed the flowers in the mug on the island went into the living room next to the front door grabbed my purse that i have next to the door turn on the security system and close the front door. I run over to my cars passenger side door and hop in.

As soon as i get in the car Niall hits the little button above the mirror which opens our gate and he drives off.