Accepting you

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~ 3 month skip ~
Friday rolled around the corner leaving 1 day left till the Christmas holidays
Update on me and Jimin, were now friends
The boys always teased us since he would only speak whenever I would start the conversation
Yugyeom was the only one not to tease or add comments about me a Jimin, probably since he understood how embarrassing it is for me

We had English for the last period meaning my heart combusting every time Jimin would speak.
I'm a little calmer now, not by a mile but just a little bit
Of course I still don't understand what Jimin was doing to me but I don't complain, it's a good feeling and I'm happy
"Don't forget to get my favourite snacks darling" Jimin said then winking
My cheeks went pink and he noticed
"Haha I'm joking M, calm down"
"I am calm, just don't call me darling" of course I loved it, I FUCKING LOVED IT
"But seriously get my my snacks, you don't want to see my hangry"
The class flew by quickly as me and Jimin wouldn't stop talking, and we honestly never could, we shared so many interests. even when we think there's nothing else to talk about, we never fail to still have a conversation
"Let me see"
"Nooooo, its bad I haven't edited it yet" I was still writing my poem, I really did want to win the contest, not because of the prize but because I want my passion to be proven well.

Jimin took it out of my hands and before I could take it back he's already started reading
I could see the concentration on his face with his brows furrowed and deep thoughts in the poem
I've never been this anxious since first meeting Jimin, his opinion was extremely important towards me
When he finished he sighed with his brows still slightly furrowed and handed me back my paper
"Well? Was is good?" I squeezed my legs together from nervousness
"Yeah, it's good, it's really good" he had the same expression still on his face as if he were disappointed
"Then why are you looking at me like that?"
"Nothing."
"Jimin what's wro-"
"Who's it about?"he said sternly and boldly
"What? No, it's not about anyone"
My poem was about the way I fell for someone. Fell in love with them. I spoke of everything in every detail from their appearance to their personality to how they even smelled
I can't lie. A small bit of the inspiration came from my feelings towards Jimin. But obviously not completely since I'm not in love with him. I can't be. It won't work. He just doesn't feel the same way for me.
"Huh"
"Jimin what's with you?"

Jimins POV
I didn't know what to say or how to feel
It was right there. The proof. On that sheet of paper it was written how M obviously felt for another guy, not failing to be Yugyeom
Of course. Why would a beautifully talented girl like M ever see anything more than just a friend in me
I don't blame her, she could definitely do better than me and she already is with yugyeom
Maybe they're not even best friends, there's obviously more to them. I can see the way he looks at her and the way he cares and protects her, like she belonged to him.
Why did I do this?
Why did I fall for her.
What have you done to me M?

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