The Sharpest Lives (Frerard)

Chapter 5: I Love You

I woke up after about an hour: 5p.m.-ish, I think. Mikey left at about seven to get some dinner and have a shower, leaving me and my boyfriend alone. Me and my... boyfriend! It sounded so good, it made me smile. Frank gave me a 'WTF' look so I pulled him in and kiss him on the nose, making him giggle. He kissed me back and I slipped my hand under his shirt. He climbs onto my bed, hovering above me. He kisses my neck.

We both jump out of our skin when my doctor clears his throat from across the room. We both turn and frank climbs off of me and looks at the floor. "Umm... well... okay, sorry. I just wanted to" he clears his throat, "to say that you will be let out tomorrow, Gerard." He avoids eye contact, and I could have sworn I heard him say 'fags' under his breath. Frank looked up at me upset, so that confirmed it. He scurried away, not hanging around to see any more.

"What was that about?" Frank said, sounding upset. I pulled him back over.

"I *kiss* don't *kiss* really *kiss* care *kiss*." He kissed me back, less intensively this time, so we just talked and talked about everything: life, love, family. It was amazing. I'd never had a relationship like that before. It was amazing...

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*the next day*

Frankie's POV

Me and Gerard walk into his house and he takes me quickly by the hand and rushes me to his room. Mikey would be home in three hours. as soon as we got to his room, I knew exactly what he wanted and so did I. I pushed him onto the bed and kiss him from his neck to his chest, lifting his T-shirt off and throwing it on the floor. He did the same to me and I went back to kissing his chest, biting softly here and there, making him moan. He flipped us over so he was on top and started doing the same kissing, as low as possible, and biting on the hem of my boxers. We both removed our trousers. Just as I was about to kiss his neck again, he stopped me.

"Frankie... are you sure about this. I mean, you know your not my first but... I don't want to do anything you're not ready for."

"Gee, I've never been surer of anything; just kiss me you retard!'' I kiss him again and he smiles and kisses me back. He flips me over and makes me moan. When he's done, he turns me around and starts work on me. His mouth is even hotter down there. I finish and he falls  on

me. We cuddle for about an hour: it's just me and him. Nothing else matters!

"Umm, Frank? Can I play you something I wrote about...  you..?"

"OMG, Gee! Really? Yes please!" He gets up and grabs his guitar...

Hand in mine, into your icy blues

And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway

With this trunk of ammunition too

I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying

To let you know just how much you mean to me

And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you

A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full

And I feel like there's nothing left to do

But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it

I'll let you know just how much you mean to me

As snow falls on desert sky

Until the end of everything

I'm trying, I'm trying

To let you know how much you mean

As days fade, and nights grow

And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood

Until this, I mean this, I mean this

Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying

To let you know how much you mean

As days fade, and nights grow

And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them

We'll show them all how much we mean

As snow falls on desert sky

Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are

Is bullets I mean this

All we are, all we are

Is bullets I mean this

All we are, all we are

Is bullets I mean this

All we are, all we are

Is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms

Forever, forever

Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning

Forever, and ever

Know how much I want to show you you're the only one

Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood

And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down

And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down

I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood

I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

I look into his eyes cry and jump into his arms, making the guitar hit the floor loudly.

"Gee, I love it! You're amazing I love your voice, I love your playing... I love you."

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