The Sharpest Lives (Frerard)

chap 1 i guess the truth is ...

'god too much light comes through my fucking window' thought Gerard as he rose that morning to the familiar smell of cigarettes booze and blood. This was of course was his not so clean bed room. he slowly tried to push himself off his bed, failing miserably. and wincing at the pain from his arms the criss cross lines a few still bleeding a little. he reaches for his plasters (band aids for u Americans) placing one or two on the most noticeable he tried again to get up this time wobbling to his feet he grabs a long sleeved jumper and  slumps down the stairs into the kitchen where his brother Mikey is already pouring him a cup of coffee

" thank you mikes just what I needed"  he ruffled his hair a bit and looked into his little Bros eyes things hadn't been easy for them their parents walking out bullied at school it was just them for a good while then mikes met ray and Bob who soon introduced frank. frank he is possibly the most handsome man alive. Gerard had struggled a long and hard with these thoughts about little Frankie, he had discovered that he really had feeling for frank a few months ago but he hasn't had the guts to say anything to the oh so perfect Frankie.

" ummm gee we've kinda been standing here for about 3 minuets are you okay" Mikey mumbled looking up at him through his cute little glasses

" yeah I'm fine mikes let's get ready for..." he sighed" .. school"

opposite the boys home Frankie was just waking up to more screaming downstairs his parents again he presumed sighing 'oh well' he thought ' at least now I get to spend 7 hours being called an emo fag, at least I have Micky and the rest, oh and Gerard ... Gerard way, no frank stop he's strait he doesn't need little nerdy people like you running after him for attention .. oh but he's so hot ...' and with that he pulled of he's pjays and got ready for school he grabs his bag and screams "Shut up and get ready for work!" as he left .