We Mend Each Other

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Tris POV

I clear my throat. I say with a shaky voice, "Can we go now, alone?"

Tobias nods but I can see hesitation. I try to wipe my hands on my black jeans. My hands are sweaty and shaking uncontrollably. I have to clam down. If Tobias really truly likes me then he will be okay with the news. I walk out of the cafeteria doors, trying to calm myself down. I breath in and out, slowly. Tobias walks next to me but then he tries to take my hand. I cannot let him feel how nervous I am so I pull away. I see hurt on his face and look away. This is even worse for me.

"I have something to tell you." I whisper as we go into an empty hallway and my eyes stay, concentrated on the floor. I need to calm down. Everything will be okay, I remind myself.

"What's that?" Tobias asks, a little too loudly than I should.

"I-I. . . I am pregnant." I say so soft that it is barely a whisper.

Tobias stands there, frozen.

I start to cry. Tears fall down my face at a rapid pace. I rub my hands over my hands and say, angrily, "I knew it! I knew that you wouldn't wa-"

I start to walk away but Tobias wraps his arms around me from behind. I let him because I cannot think of any way to control myself.

He mutters in my ear, "It's okay. Shh. I love you and our baby. I'm so sorry that I leaded you to believe otherwise. You will be a wonderful mother. I will protect you and stay by your side. I only said that I didn't want children is because I thought that's what you wanted. I'm so Tris."

Now I know that he is the one. I knew before and countless times before that but it is different now. He has finally declared that he will love me and my baby even when he did not know. This sudden surprise that I thought he would not enjoy made him happy. He does care about me. All those times when Tobias almost killed himself and ignored me was because he was jealous or he thought that he did not deserve me. But the thing is. . . I do not deserve him. He is a wonderful person, unlike myself. I could never compare to him. Tobias completes me. And I complete him.

Now it is time to tell our friends. Maybe we might even have a baby shower with Christina. Her baby is the same age as mine. Who knows, maybe her baby and my baby will become friends when they are older. I only wish I knew what my baby's gender is. Wait, make that our baby. Tobias and mine.

A/N: I'm really really sorry that I have not updated in a while. Okay maybe a day or two but I update almost everyday and it feels like it has been a while especially on a cliffhanger. I am really sorry. I have been busy with soccer and school. Plus I have beer early sick. I might not be updating as frequently this week or if I do it might be short like this one. I'm sorry guys! I will make up for it with something. Maybe a long chapter after this week? I might update later tonight if my iPad does not die but I'm not promising anything. Remember to comment ideas and POV's. Thank you all for your support!! Ily😘. Ps: thank you for the ideas!!!

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