Kitty's POV
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God, i'm such a mess. I cried for her. In class. I sobbed for her. In the back of my car. In front of someone. Meg hurt me so much but i pushed her. I pushed her boundaries. She'll never take me back. She doesn't trust me. I honestly hate crying in front of people but since i am, i'm happy it's Joey He won't judge me. He knows how to make me laugh when i'm in tears. Thank God Joey is my best friend. Joey is holding me while i sob into his chest. How is he able to deal with me? I can hear Joey's heart starting to speed up. I move my head from his chest and he kisses me. Is it part of the experiment? Did he want to? Was it like when he kissed Meg? Probably. I am freaking out so it's probably to calm me down. I pull away, mostly in shock. "Uh...Thanks. i needed that. I know that sounds weird but i really did. It's nice to know someone cares." I tell him. His eyes are so pretty...I've always loved his eyes. That kiss was actually kind of nice. I want to feel that kind of love again. I kiss him, thanking God that Joey's gay. He's the only guy who'd let me do this. Joey puts his hand to my face and pulls me away. "Sweetie, your face is still wet." We giggle as he wipes away my tears.
Joey's POV
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I try to make her laugh and it worked a little bit. I'm trying to shake the feeling of liking her but it won't go away. When she kissed me, it only grew stronger. I had to push her away before things escalated. She's vulnerable and i don't want to be manipulative. Yet...i really like her. Why can't you be manipulative this one time....No! No Joey. Stop thinking like that. You'll never get a chance like this again though...I wipe her tears and pull her in slowly, just in case she doesn't want me to kiss her. Kitty closes her eyes so i know she wants me to kiss her. I pull her in quicker and press my lips against hers. She's so warm...i just want to hug her forever. Kitty puts her arms around me. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her closer. I open my eyes quickly, to see if she's okay with this. She seems to be loving this. Who's that i see out the window? I move a little and break the kiss with Kitty. Is that Meg? Someone, i think Meg, is standing near Kitty's car with a flower. The person throws the flower to the ground and runs. "What are you looking at?" Kitty turns around to look at the window but i grab her and pull her in. "No one sweetie." "Have i ever told you i love it when you call me sweetie?" I smirk. "No. Now i know sweetie." She smiles and scoots closer to me. I back up, thinking about Meg. I feel so bad for her...she just witnessed me kissing her ex. I push those thoughts away and pull Kitty onto my lap. She faces me and wraps her legs around my waist. I put my hands on her back. I kiss her, pushing every thought out of my head. This is amazing. I need to tell her i'm not gay. That i'm...bisexual. That i like her. Not now though. After this....i know it will end and she'll pretend it never happened. I want this moment to never end.
