Kitty's POV
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I know i needed help but once she was actually here, i didn't want her to see me. I looked awful. I had puke on my lips, my hair was crazy, i still had traces of makeup on my face, i was red and puffy from crying, my breath stinks, and i just look really bad right now. Meghan probably hates me. Or thinks i'm a mess. Why did i text her? I needed the help that's why...I'm so confused. Being in her embrace makes me feel warm. Makes me feel like i have no problems or worries. She makes me feel safe. "Meg...?" "Yes Kitty?" "I love you....for coming here and helping me. I thought you wouldn't care." "Of course i care Kitty. I thought you were dying or some shit like that. I never wanna lose you." "Aww...Meg. Want to know something weird?" "Sure!" "I hate it when people touch me, or hug me but with you, i don't mind. I love your hugs." Meg smiles and gets nose to nose with me. "So you don't care if i...touch you?" Her face is turning really red, but it's so adorable so i don't say anything. "How are you able to be so romantic. I thought you were shy." "Sometimes, i just get bursts of confidence. It's really weird but i only get that around you..." Meghan smirks and puts her face closer to mine. She's blushing super hard but again, it's too adorable. She slowly moves closer until our lips meet. I swear, i felt sparks. I close my eyes and see fireworks. My heart is beating so fast. I put my hand on her cheek. I caress her face and shift so I end up above her. I open my eyes. Her face is as red as a tomato. I can sort of tell her bravery is going away. I can fix that. I kiss her passionately. I hope she doesn't mind...I try to fall into the kiss deeper but she isn't doing anything. I pull away. "What's wrong?" She giggles. "I'm sorry just...your breath stinks." She laughs really hard. I start to laugh along. "Let me brush my teeth." I tell her. I get up and grab my toothbrush. She gets up and wonders into the living room. I can see her sit down on the couch. I squeeze toothpaste onto my toothbrush and start brushing. She's so amazing. Does she want this to get further? Does she want us to date? I watch Meghan get comfortable on my couch. She's so adorable...She starts to be the only thing running through my mind. "So...Meghan...Would you like....i mean...er..." I try to ask her a question but talking and brushing my teeth is hard. I go to the bathroom sink and fill my mouth with water. Swish and spit, something i learned when i was little. It's funny i still do that after all these years. "Meg..." She's laying gracefully on the couch, so beautiful. Should I? I walk over to Meg and get over her on the couch. "Hey Meg." "Mmmm...Mint?" "Yup." I kiss her, just because our kiss was interrupted by my breath. I can tell she's enjoying this...
