[🍻] 𝑮𝑼𝑵𝑺 , 𝑷𝑰𝑬 && 𝑺𝑾𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 | 𝑴𝑩/𝑺 #1

My early days of being...gay?

{Play the song on top}

One of the biggest secrets I have to keep since I was 7 years old was me being... bisexual. Then when I got to be a teenager, it grew into something more.. and it was becoming gay

I would watch TV shows involving gay couples when Dad's not around and me and Sam are alone.

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ometimes I would think that it's alright to be gay!

But when Dad tells me things like I should be brave, strong and manly, I would stop to think..'Well maybe being gay isn't so good after all'

Then when I go walking down the streets, some guys would whisper to their friends gossiping about me. And then they would shout out to me calling me a queer, fag and other gay names

I couldn't stop thinking of them whenever Dad beats me up or tortures me.

I would say these things to Sammy..even if he doesn't understand

He would call me weird for saying things like these.. it would make me chuckle or laugh..

I would occasionally talk to myself or look at the sky addressing to mom about my problems. Gay problems to be exact.

But then I could say that.. I'm not the only gay person in this world. Sammy ended up to be gay too! So I realize that when I grow up, it'll be okay to show my true feelings and colors.

Now look at me!!

*winks* Happy and gay all the way

-Sam_Winchester
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