GTM : Between LOVE and REVENGE

Capitolo Nove

● Bar ●

○○○ Trisha's Punto di vista ○○○

While I drive, I can still remember how our eyes met. Kailangan ko ng alak, I need something that will make me forget him.

Pagkapasok ko, I can smell alcohols, cigarettes, smokes and a wild song is playing in the background. I went to the stall and look at the bartender who actually smiling at me right now.

"2 Cuervo please." sabi ko. Inabot naman niya sa akin kaya pagbigay niya ay tinungga ko agad.

"Isa pa" sabi ko at tinungga ulit. "Mix me some tequila and vodka." utos ko ulit. Napa-isip tuloy ako...

Paano kaya kung hindi iyon nangyari??

Paano kung hindi siya nagsinungaling??

Kasal na rin kaya kami??

Masaya na rin kaya kami??

May anak na rin kaya kami katulad nila kuya??

Everything are just what if's, it will never happen now because everything is done, the damage is done. Sometimes I cannot stop myself remembering our sweet moments. Imagine, 7 years, we've been together in 7 years, 4 years kaming naghabulan ng feelings, a lot of things happen in those 4 years then we became together for 3 years though those 7 years will never return unfortunately. 

Ba't ba ko nag-eemote dito. Amputa, nagkita lang nagkaganito na ako.

Sadly, this alcohol is having its way to my head.

It didn't take long when I notice someone is staring at me while drinking his own drink.

"Hey signorina, como ti chiami??" tanong niya sa akin, have we met before?? Why does he know I'm speaking Italian or nagkataon lang.

"Perché vi direbbe?? Non ho bisogno di dirvi neanche." sagot ko sa kanya.

"Miss, I'm just asking your name. You don't need to be rude." napasimangot naman ako.

"Why?? I want to be rude. You can't do anything about it." nakasimangot kong sagot sa kanya.

"Hmm fine Ms. Unattractive woman." sabi nito. Napanganga naman ako sa kanya kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.

"How dare you!! You li--" sabi ko. Ngumisi siya.

"Unattractive and immature, suitable for you." tapos umalis.

"Yaaahh!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!" sigaw ko, at mukhang narinig niya ata, "NEXT TIME!!" sigaw nito. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at inis na sumigaw. That fucker, pagkasakay ko ng kotse, pinaandar ko agad kaya lang saktong pagbulas ng music napanganga ako at parang bigla napalitan yung galit ko ng ibang galit, galit kay Charles.

Putsa ano bang mayroon sa kantang All of me... Bwisit. Oo all of HIM loves all of me.. ay hindi pala loves all of HER.

Putang ina naman.

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Fin.