❦ Ever So Graceful ༻ SatoSere

❦03.

❝Part of me wants to die tonight.
Part of me wants it to be an accident.
And part of me wants someone to notice and save me.❞

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ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ɪɪɪ

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It took me a while to figure out how to put on the tuxedo correctly, let alone how to put on the tie.

After nearly an hour and a half of messing with my tie, I was correctly dressed to attend the party.

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate wearing suits? They feel so formal that I want to vomit.

I didn't bother to comb my hair because I already like my raven-hair the way it is.

I pull out my phone to check the time to see that I am right on schedule.

It is currently 4:32 in the afternoon and the party begins at 6:30.

I have almost two hours to get to the palace.

More than enough time, of course.

I'll probably have an extra hour to fiddle with my thumbs while I wait for the party to begin.

Not like I'll be socializing at the party, I'll probably just end up being bored and leave after the Kalos Queen gives us her formal welcome to the university.

I organize my belongings and head out of the dorm building.

Luckily, there was already a tram at the station, and I quickly hop on before it leaves.

The tram was empty.

But what do you expect when you're two hours
early?

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The tram ride was fast, as usual.

Nothing out of the world happened here.

Of course, nothing out of the ordinary happened.

My life has always been like this.

Never changing.

A monotone hue that blankets the world.

A life without color.

A life without joy.

The tram reaches the palace gardens shortly after its departure.

I could already see a few students standing around the garden, admiring the flowers and snapping pictures of them simultaneously.

I simply walk past them, ignoring the flowers in bloom.

My world is in black and white.

I push open the doors and enter the palace without a second thought.

I take a seat on a bench in the corner of the ballroom.