TYT #1

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"Stop... please..." I can hear her cries. I can hear her pleading.

And it hurts me damn much. Why can't you choose me?

Why can't you love me?

Why not me?

It hurts me everytime your crying because of him

I hate it when I saw some bruises in your face.

"I'm okay." That's what you always say.

I know you're not.

"Jungkook..." Now you're here at my room.

She hugged me. I caress her hair.

"It's okay. I'm here."

I'm always here why can't you see?

She just cried until she sleeps.

Her boyfriend doesn't even care about her.

He was abusive, violent and brutal.

He always hurt her.

He always hurt my girl.

I get some water, towel and also first aid kit.

I treat her bruises and wounds.

But I can't treat her wounded heart.

I know she's suffering a lot.

I know she wants to be free

But she just love that damn boy so much

That she forget that I'm also here.

Caring and protecting her.

Loving her even I know I don't have a chance

"Max, I love you." I kissed her forehead.

I watched her until I fall asleep.

"Kookie wake up. I prepared our breakfast, come on. I know you'll love this."

I slowly opened my eyes and saw her beautiful face.

"Hmm.. okay." I yawned and stretched up.

 We went to the kitchen.

She suddenly blocked the way. "Wait! Close your eyes."

"Why?" I asked.

"Just close it, oppa." I chuckled and closed my eyes.

I can smell something delicious and that's make my tummy growls.

I can hear some commotion. She really prepared something for me.

"Now open it." I was shocked.

She really cooked some breakfast for me.

"Bacon and eggs and also lamb skewers. You did this for me."

She nodded cutely and smiled.

I hope she's like this everyday. Energetic and cheerful one not the suffering and crying one.

Her genuine smile, one of the reasons why I fall in love.

Her cheerful side never fails me to laugh

All I want is she will be happy and be loved.

But why it didn't give to her?

"C'mon oppa, let's eat." I just ruffled her hair.

We talked and joked a lot. Teasing each other, make some funny faces.

"You know oppa.. I'm so lucky." I stopped.

I looked at her. Hoping she might confess.

"I'm so lucky to have a bestfriend, more like a brother like you who always there. Thank you." She stand up and kiss my cheeks.

I smiled. It's okay, some part of me is happy because she admit that she's thankful but I'm hurt when she says bestfriend..

Am I just a bestfriend to you, Max? Because for me... your my girl.

We continued to eat and cleaned up some stuffs.

"Just sit there and watch your favorite dramas. I'll be cooking some popcorns." Her eyes sparkled.

"Really oppa?! Thank you." She jumped into a hug. I hug her back.

'I hope we can stay like this... forever..' I whispered.

"Are you saying something oppa?" 

"N-no.. nothing." I know you wouldn't like it anyway.

"Okay." She went to the sala and start picking up some K-dramas.

I go to the kitchen to cook some and goes back.

"Here's your popcorns." 

"Thanks oppa." She kissed my cheeks.

Damn, why am I keep falling in love to her? Stop Max. it hurts.

We enjoyed watching until her head lays on my shoulder.

"Jungkook.." 

"Hmm?" 

"You know sometimes I wished you're my boyfriend.." 

What is this..? My heart beats so fast.

"Because you're so caring, protective, and sweet. You're my ideal type."

If I'm your ideal type then why you didn't choose me.

 She hugged me and I can feel some tears on my shirt.

"Hey, why are you crying?" I lift her chin up.

She just smiled and wipe off her tears.

"Nothing.." she chuckled.

Her phone is ringing.

"Hey, someone is calling." She startled and she quickly answered it.

"I need to go now. Thanks." She's cold.

"Is there something wrong?" She smiled and bid goodbye.

I know there is Max. I know it's him.

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