Something about you

Still in love with you

"Scan shows heavy bleeding to her chest, not yet known if it's hit the heart, let's get her into theatre now"

Waverly stood listening to the sounds of stomping feet, as the bunch of doctors surrounded the bloody body, that still lay still and rushed her quickly to the surgery room

She prayed for Nicole, more begged in her mind, still wondering why she hadn't took the bullet, and she wished she had.

It was all her fault, it repeated in her head. It was her who led Nicole on, hoping for something more but didn't even think about any others feelings.

Waverly started to tell herself that she should be the one bleeding out on the bed, she'd ruined everyone's lives, and was confident Nicole would want nothing to do with her.

It hurt her the most, the feeling that even if Nicole was okay, which she wishes was the case, the officer won't want to talk to her, won't want to even look at her.

She didn't even want to look at herself.

"Waverly don't do that" Wynonna snapped, sincerity in her voice.

"Do what?"

"I know what you're doing, it's not your fault baby girl, nothing's your fault, and Nicole will know that, no ones going to doubt you Waverly , nobody but yourself"

"I wish everyone would just tell me the truth! It was my fault, and nothing will change that" Waverly raised her voice, trying to get her point across.

"Waverly!" "Waverly wai-"

The younger Earp couldn't stay, the constant noises was all to much. The sounds of monitors going dead, the sound of wheels of people getting rushed in, it reminded her that Nicole could be already dead. dead and that vision she had just moments before would come to life.

She needed a moment to breathe. A moment to let go a little without anyone judging her. In fact the only person who wouldn't judge her might not be alive tomorrow.

Waverly walked, and walked, and walked until her feet were to heavy to take another step, she had reached a field couple minutes from the hospital and looked on at the sunset.

"Im trying my best, im trying to stay calm and positive, but I can't, I can't live in a world without her" Waverly cried into the blank air to no one but herself and whoever else was up there listening. "Why didn't you pick me? WHY?!

She sunk to the ground in one swift moment, and began to openly sob into the night, truth is nothing was going to change the fact Nicole took that bullet, be she had a hard time wondering why someone so special might be taken from her life.

A phone ringing startled Waverly out of her thoughts. She fished out her phone with her shaky hands, and slowly placed her phone to her ear

"Hello?"

"Where'd you go? Get down here now, there's news about Nicole, and I'd rather the doctor speak to you" Wynonna said it so fast she was afraid Waverly didn't hear it, but with the phone instantly going dead, Wynonna assumed she had.

*

Waverly was out of breath when she ran into the hospital, she had practically sprinted back, hoping finally to know the outcome of the love of her life.

"How is she? Is she ok? Was there complications? Oh my God, did she die?"Waverly pressed question after question, while the doctor stood eager to get a word in.

"I need you to remain calm Miss Earp, at the moment she's in critical condition, as the bullet merely missed her heart, we've stopped as much bleeding as we can, however if it begins to bleed out again which is likely, I'm afraid there's nothing we can do" the doctor explained.