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by azure_

by azure_

I'm scared because

I can't read,

It seems I have forgotten

How to,

My mind will not remain focused.

I'm scared because

I've made so many bad choices

And the consequences are soon to catch up with me.

Good choices don't matter,

Only bad ones.

But today I laughed util it hurt

For no reason at all.

A small escape.

Is it wrong of me

To want to choose everyone?

Or am I scared

That if I pick but one,

They'll let me down

Or I won't be enough for them.

I am terrified

And haunted by my future

My imminent failure is almost upon me.