do you ever felt, empty? like there's no any kind of things in your soul? because the pain that beats everything on you is way more worse.
your mind, your heart, everything are collide. and all you can do is keep quite so that people can't hearing you, drowning. yeah, i do.
do you believe when people said that every relationships are never running smoothly? because i do. it takes a person to succumb, and can not be solved with a cold mind.
i know, is excessive? but i'm sure, that everyone has ever felt this way.
maybe he was right, this all are my fault. that i already being so fucked up with everything.
maybe he was right, that i never felt what he felt. i've never realize things that i did is hurting him. i was too concerned with my ownself.
ok, stop.
now,
i realize, that i just lost someone that never, ever can be mine anymore. so, fuck my life.
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first of all, i'm sorry if i wrote my setence wrong, or my verbs is wrong tho. because english not my own language. so yep!
this story inspired by ed sheeran's new song on his new album divide, which is AMAZING. and i thought, it'll be cool if i wrote a story about this song with shawn mendes as the main characters. so, dont forget to leave votes and comments! hope y'all enjoyed x
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happier | s.m
Fanfiction"just now that i'll be waiting here for you." in which a girl, regreting on her own fault, and on that time, she couldn't do anything. except, agreeing with all of the rumors that came out and loving him from far away. short fanfiction - fan ficti...
