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Chapter 61 : I WANT YOU BACK

I get back home
I have so much miss calls and text mainly marcus, jake, alissa and friends
To ask me about marcus obviously
After the scene at school
I'm pretty sure this is the main discussion at the moment
I ask my mom to pick me up early
I invented an stupid excuse because I would have to explain myself with everybody and this is exactly what i'm trying to hide, I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ANYBODY is it so hard to understand
I only want to someone and this someone is marcus!
Ahhh maaaarrrcuuus
I have to admit it seeing him crying broke my heart, I have never seen a guy cry before and because of me
This is the sweetest thing a guy have done for me I mean what i'm I talking about I haven't had any boyfriend before him. I am such a douchebag for not forgiving him

Suddently my phone rings
Please hope it is marcus who is calling

Nope it's alissa
But I am happy to talk to her

-hi,I say
- what happen between you and marcus, jake , lucas and I have called you multiple times but you weren't answering why? I mean i've seen the scene but not all , there are rumors rachelle, tell me, he is crying and refuses to talk about that with me, what have you done to him rachelle,she says
-hold on a second, can you talk slowly please,I say
-tell.me.what.happen.with.marcus,she says as slowly as she can
-we argued, he slapped me and that's it,I murmur
-wait what, what how dare him slap a girl , sorry you are not a girl you are his girlfriend, I can't believe that rachelle , I mean this is on the internet but I thought it wasn't true. I'm completely shocked,she says
-I guess I deserved that slap,I murmur
-why do you say that,she asks
-I mean you clearly see me kissing him nah,I say
-no he kissed you I clearly saw that,she says
-maybe,I murmur
-are you two still together or nah,she asks
-no , you know what he did,I say
-no but you are going to tell me,she says
-today he showed up at my school,lied that he was my brother to talk to me,I say
-and then what happen,she asks
-I said that he was not my brother that i've never seen him before,I say
He then noticed me and I ran to my classroom, I thought I had finally escaped from him
But he came to my class screaming, begging for my pardon,I say
-oh my fucking god and what happened next,she asks
-we went outside to talk as I was about to get expelled. He said that he loves me, that he was sorry,I say
-if I were you i'll completely get back with him, you don't know the chance you have to have a boyfriend who loves you that much rachelle,she says
-I know alissa but he slapped me,I say
-it was a mistake,she says
-no it wasn't , he is way to possessive,I say
-have you heard of second chance,alissa ask
-yep,I say
-do you love him,she asks
-yes of course I do,I say
-then what are you waiting for , you love him, he loves you, you are going to destroy such a beautiful relationship because of this, I know how hard it must be for you rachelle I am not forcing you to get back with him but just think, she says
-how will I get him back,I murmur
-I don't know just make up your mind,she says
-ok thanks alissa ,I say
-you are welcome, I need to go that slut of jake is calling me,she says
-ok laters,I say
-laters,she says

Ok I need to find a way to get him back
I could just send him a message
Yeah that is a good idea
But what

Hey.....no
What are you doing....no
what's up......no

And then I finally decided to send him this" :'( "

Oh really,rachelle really...now he will think i'm desperate of course I am
But this message wasn't the best i've send I could do so much better
I just want to talk to him

I hear the ping sound from my phone
I hope it is marcus or this stupid social medias notifications

I hesitate some seconds before touching my face why am I so nervous
My hand are literally shaking
I finally open the messages

"Are you still mad at me :'( "

I'm I 
I don't think so
After some minutes of reflection why reply him

"Of course no, otherwise I will not be texting you :/ :( "

Ping!! He did not take long to reply

"Do you still love me :( <3 "

Only questions???

"Of course I do :/ "

Ping!!!

"I can't believe I did that to you "

"Yeah I can't believe you did that to me"

"I'm sorry"

"It's ok :-! "

"Will we get back together "

"I need to think "

"I need you "