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Chapter 54: WESLEY

I immediately rush and hug my dad

-I miss you,he says
-omg I miss you too.I didn't know you were all coming,I say
-I couldn't miss your birthday,he says
-I still can't believe you are here,I can't believe you are all here,I say

I hug my family including wesley I don't want them to find it weird.They do not know what happened between me and him,if they ever find They will kill both of us

Oh shit!My step sister is here too!....I would have never invited her we hate each other.But I'm in a good mood I don't want to argue with her or Wesley

We all get into the living room

-why don't you sit next to your cousin Rachelle,my aunt says(her name is Guillaine wesley's mom)

Fuck!!

I seat near him this is quite uncomfortable because when I was in love there was always that sexual tension between us and is that wrong if I still feel it

-hey why don't we let the adults discuss between them let's go my room,I say

My cousin:me,wesley sister annya who is 15, Sebastian who is 20 , Didier who is 21 like Wesley, Lauryn who is also 15, Donovan who is 21 , jeremy who is 13, anais who is 21 , daniel who is 13 and ophelie who is 21.

I know there is a looooot of name.

Yes we are all young adults or adults but we are always here for each other.

-I saw you have a boyfriend Rachelle, Sebastian
-Yes, I say

I don't want to talk about that now.

-It is different when you are not here the group is not the same, Anais says.
-I miss you so much but I think you can survive without me, I say
-No I can't, Wesley says.
-uhm I need to go to the restroom, I say panick.

I am sweating af
I know I don't love him
He can't tell me those things
But I want to cry so much
I was so dump
My heart is beating so fast
Calm down Rachelle calm down

I wash my face with cold water .
And then get back in my room

-Is everything ok? , Anny asks.
-Yeah it is just the emotion, I lie

Some of my cousin knew what happen between me and Wesley (Sebastian, Annais, Annya)
They were ok with that they even encourage us to kiss etc but we knew it was disgusting and that these are the exact words lauryn said to me when she saw us making out

"YOU ARE DISGUSTING YOU ARE COUSINS"

And it had tormented me for years

-rachelle can I talk to you ,wesley asks

Oh no god please

-uhm ok,I say

We move to the back garden

-I am happy to see you,he says
-please I don't like these situations. I don't like being alone with you,I say
-why,he asks
-oh you know exactly what will happen no sorry I mean what would had happened,I say
-and what will happen,he says getting closer to me

Oh shit

-what do you want,I say
-you,he says
-you will never change wesley. I have a boyfriend now,I say
-so you mean if you aren't in a relationship you and I,he says before I cut him
-there is no more you and I wesley.I am no more that stupid little girl who thought you loved her. You make promises that you never keep, everytime  you lie to me , you told me I was the only girl in your heart and I was special. You are 21 now, can't you just grow up. You were just playing with my feelings and not only mine but with all your other girlfriends. It broke my heart .everyday you posted pictures with other girls on facebook . Everytime you came to my house it was the same thing you lied to me telling you loved me, we kiss and I forgave you. Some days after you are in a relationship with some bitches, you gave me hopes wesley and I trusted you. I still don't understand why you did all those if you didn't even loved me. Tell me just to make fun if me , to fuck with a 14 year old girl. Fuck tell me,I say crying
-I love you,he says
-I loved you,I say
-no don't  say that,he says
-i'm just telling the truth. I don't want to talk about the past. Now can we just be normal cousins,I say
-idk rachelle,he says
-the choice is yours,I say before leaving

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I just want to apologize because I didn't update since two days

It is because this chapter was super long like 1614 words and that shit didn't save
Fortunately I screenshot and recopied that in some papers with the help of my bestfriend laeticiaP07 and Enfant_de_la_mer
They also wrote this chapter so credit to them

This is only one of the part so I will be posting more frequently again i'm apologizing

I love you guys