Precious Tears (COMPLETED) UNDER MAJOR EDITING

Chapter 28: Miserable

Even if the famous one's like a celebrity, a
scientist or a multi-billionaire have their biggest
downfall in life. So don't stress yourself out of
your problem, instead find your way to go back
to your life's journey.

"Promise me that you will fight on this, please... "
Sumamo ko kay Mariz habang naka upo siya sa
wheelchair. Ako naman ay nakatungo sa harap
niya.
Nandito kami ngayon sa airport at hinihintay na
tawagin ang flight nila.

"Yes. I will try my best to get better and
better...For you."Mahinang sambit niya.

"I love you. Always remember that. I'll wait for
you." l said while kissing her hands.

"And l love you too. Can you do me a favor just
this one Tirso?" She intimately look at my eyes.

"Y-yes. Anything honey." l said smiling. Atleast
this one, she will be happy if l grant it.

"Can you promise to love your childhood
sweetheart if my operation failed? I wanted you
to be happy even if l am gone. Have a new life
without me, binabawi ko na ang mga sinabi ko
noon. Ayokong makulong ka sa pagmamahal
mo sakin kung wala na ko. Kaya please, please
promise me that." Desparate tone is what l hear
from her. Tumulo na rin ang mga luhang
pinipigilan niya. Kaya naman pinunasan ko ang
pisngi niya.

"Hush now honey, l know gagaling ka baba-"
Pinutol niya ang iba ko pang sasabihin.

"Paano kung makabalik man ako ay wala na
kong buhay? Ayokong magdusa ka nang dahil
sakin Tirso, kaya please grant my last wish,
please love someone that deserve you and your
love. Because l know, l don't deserve you."
Mahabang wika niya at kasabay non ang pag-
agos ng mainit na likido mula sa kanyang mata.

Ang hirap ng hinihiling niya. Ang sakit isipin na
tila ipinamimigay niya ako sa iba pero iniindi ko
na lang ang kalagayan niya. Alam kong
nasasabi niya lang ang mga to dahil sa sakit
niya. At isa pa alam kong gagaling siya.

Gagaling siya.

"I can't promise you that because since the day
that l first saw you, you own my heart. And no
one can have it, except you." Tugon ko.
Pagkuwan ay hinalikan ko siya sa labi. Saglit
lang ngunit alam kong naramdam niya ang
pagmamahal ko sa kanya.
Saktong inalis ko ang labi ko mula sa kanya ay
tinawag na ang flight nila.

"Please be safe." Wika ko sa kawalan.

Jane Mariz POV

Ang sakit makita na ang taong mahal mo ay
may lungkot sa mukha at ang nagpapasakit pa
lalo ay ang katotohanang ikaw ang dahilan
non.

Leaving him was like l left my heart in the trash.
I don't want to hurt him but in this way he will
be free from so much hurt soonest when l'm
gone.
All l wanted is his happiness so l need to do this
even if it brings so much pain in my heart.
I hope someday he will give thanks to me when
he knows what l did.

Hindi naman kasi totoo na magpapaopera ako
sa Amerika dahil wala pang nakikitang donor. I
just wanted to go in there for Tirso. For him to
get angry and forget about me in an intance.
And l believe this will work.

"Baby, anak stop crying this might get your heart
worst." Saad ni Mommy nang makasakay kami
sa plane.

"I c-can't stop myself Mommy. I love him but l
need to do this." l said between my sob.

"l know baby but please hush yourself for now,
hindi yan makabubuti sa kalagayan mo
ngayon." Nag-aalalang tugon muli niya kasabay
ng pagyakap niya sakin.

One word can describe what l'm now and that is
miserable.

Tirso Jian POV

I don't want to drink but it will desolve some
pain in heart. I know l'm so stupid to think that.
But all l wanted for now is to forget everything
that brings aches to me, to my heart. So l'm here
at Club Princessa patuloy na umiinom ng alak
na magpapawala ng lahat ng sakit na
nararamdaman ko.

She already left and l admit that l wanted to be
on her side when she'll go on operation. That
was easy actually but l just can't. I need to
secure our future when she came back.

"Hey bro!" Untag sakin ng sarili ko? Lasing na ba
ko at nakikita ko ang sarili ko na kinakausap
ko? Oh l remember, l have a twin brother.
Napangisi ako ng mapait nang umupo siya sa
kaharap kong silya.

"Why are you here?" Tanong niya saka inagaw
ang iniinom ko.

"I just want to forget anything." Pinilit kong
ngumiti.

"Why? I thought you and JM were good?"

"Yes we are." Maagap na tugon ko.

"Then what happen? Care to tell me why are you
like this? You looks like sh*t." Inis na sambit niya.

Pinagmasdan ko siyang mabuti. Ginulo niya ang
kaninang maayos niyang buhok because of
frustration.
At dahil nakikita kong naiirita na siya ay sinabi
ko ang lahat ng nangyari. He was short
tempered as always.

"You said you understand her but seems like the
other way around. You really love her don't
you?"

I just nod at him instead of answering his
question.

"Then go and chase her. You don't deserve to be
a handsome jerk." Aniya habang inabot ang ulo
ko at ginulo ang kanina pang gulong buhok ko.

"But l promise to wait for her until she came
back. I don't break promises..."