Separated (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 28

Jason
I fell empty inside. Like my life has no meaning anymore. I've always idolized my father ever since I was a little boy. I wanted to be like him, but now I can't stand him. Not being able to see Justin kills me inside. It has been about almost 2 weeks since Ive seen Justin. I have been laying on my bed for days and barley eating. My mom tries to come in my room once in a while, but knows I'm too upset and then leaves me alone. I hear her sometimes try to talk some sense into my father, but then he just starts screaming about how Justin is not good enough for me. Tears fall down my face just the thought of Justin. 'Is he mad that I haven't seen him in a while?' 'Does he think I don't like him anymore?' Those were just some questions running through my mind. After about 5 minutes of me staring at the wall in my room, I hear a knock on the door. "Jason?" I sigh, it was my mom. She came in with some snacks to try to get me to eat, but I refuse. "I'm trying all I can Jason, but your father is complicated." She looked down and tears filled her eyes. "I can't stand the thought of you all upset. I wish I didn't let Danny in the house in the first place. This wouldn't have happened." I put my arms around her and give her a hug. My mom was always there for me no matter what. It kind of reminded me of Justin and his mom and how he said that they were so close. "Mom? When can I see Justin again?" I asked almost in tears. She didn't say anything and I don't even know if she knew the answer. After about ten minutes, she said she had to get dinner started. I sighed, knowing I would have to see my father sometime for dinner. The thought of seeing him scared me. I don't know how he is going to react when he sees me.
I lost track of time because my mom was calling me down for dinner and my face immediately got pale. I knew I would have to face him sooner than later, but right now I would rather just sit in my room and cry. I walked down the stairs and Abby greeted me with a big hug. She smiled as she looked up at me and a small smile was on my face. "Jason, mommy and I made cupcakes for you!" She exclaimed excitedly as she jumped around. I never understood why she was always so hyper. "I'm going to eat one later Abby." I tried my best to seem happy around her, but it became difficult. Everything seemed fine until my father got into the room. We all got quiet, even Abby, and that never happens. My mom knew she had to say something, but didn't know what to say. "Hello everyone." My father said and sat down at the table far away from me as possible. We all sat down and started to eat. This is the first dinner we've had that nobody said a word. It was so quiet you can hear a pin drop and that scared me. I barely touched me food and just with my luck my father noticed. "This food is delicious honey, too bad some people can't enjoy it." He spat out in anger. "Jeremy would you calm down and leave him alone." My mom tried to stop him, but it was too late. He was a very angry wasn't going down without a fight. My father stood up and I got in front of him to try and stop him. "Dad don't do anything in front of Abby or mom. Abby is going to get scared." He reached his fist out and grabbed the front of my shirt. "Don't tell me what to do! You are a disgrace to this family! You are not my son!" He screamed and his face was getting red. My mom took Abby upstairs so she doesn't get scared. "I am your son whether you like it or not!" I screamed back at him. My mom came down stairs and tried to get my father away from me, but he had already threw his fist at my face. Shock was written on my face. Never in my life did I expect him to do that. All because I was in love with a poor boy. "JEREMY!!!" My mom cried and put her arms around me trying to comfort me. My body was shaking out of fear. My father just walked out the door, probably to try to cool off. "Jason I'm so sorry." She cried as she looked at my bruising cheek. I ran upstairs to my room and sat on my bed shaking. I need Justin now more than ever
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