October was when everything began to change. Views on love, taste in music. October when when i went to my first haunted house, and then the next day i was caught smoking weed. October was when i learned how arguments worked, and that sometimes when people are angry they're incompetent. I've learned that in October it takes an hour to walk to the neighboring town, 30 minutes to slate, and 20 to bike. October was when i almost lost it. Almost slipped away into insanity. October was red and black and yellow and purple and blue and warm and dark and cold and bright.
