honestly fuck this im so sad but not at the same time. I want to spend a day at an aquarium and think about myself and my life and who I am. Im.itching for alone time. Fo peace and quiet. For purpose. I can't sleep and high school honestly kicking my ass. But I find aquariums so pretty but.i don't like the conditions that they put the animals in. The water is blue like my mood and the fish and I will both look at each other, separated only the the glass. Sometimes I wish I had my old mind back; the one who didn't think about these things and just wanted to sing or dance. When I was in love. When I wa young and unafraid. Maybe im just tired
