NeverLeaveMyHeart (Never Die Alone)

Part 2.Deadly Passion

As I had woke I peeked to see my father yelling at someone I couldn't tell who though but it seemed he was angry....very angry I told myself I shouldn't anger my father today but I dare shouldn't do it any other day I went back into my room scared as I heard my name yell from my father's mouth I looked as if I saw a ghost I was praying and hoping he wasn't going to come into my room but wishing that much is just a fantasy. My dad's foot steps got close and loud near my door so I hide myself under my bed scared of what awaited me from under my bed. "ALEXANDER!!!"My dad yelled "WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH! GET YOUR FUCKING ASS OUT HERE NOW!" My dad was pissed and I could tell he knocked over my vase I had more pissed because I was still hiding "GETTING DETENTION THEN RPCED! YOU WORTHLESS SOUL YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT HUH! " My eye's at that moment narrowed a little outta anger and sadness "he is calling me worthless saying I cant do anything right i'm not the one shocked on drugs am I" I thought to myself. "AND WHERE IS MY DINNER YOU LITTLE SHIT!? " I peaked out to see was he leaving as he turned and spotted me my heart dropped be snatched me up and threw me into my lamp breaking it giving me a bloody lip and few cuts as he hit me "when I'm calling u and asking questions you answer! You little fucking shit! "My dad always had a way to use hurtful words he snatched me up one last time and asked of I understood I nodded he smiled "good "he replied and threw me down "now make my food "he demanded and left my mom walked in over to me kneeling down to me she spoke in a sweet calm loving voice but only I truly knew that voice was a poison lied. "Honey please just listen to your father more please I love u I hate it when he hits you....come on let's clean you up"she put her hand out for me I hit it away "don't lie witch you could care less what happens to me" "that's not true! " she shouted trying to put on a act of caring "really!? " I implied sounding angry "all you care.about is money yourself and sex just like the whore you are! "I ran out the door past my mother I was pissed and she was shocked I hated them both I really did it was as if I had a deadly passion inside of me willing to kill them myself ....willing and waiting to end it here. I never truly understood what went wrong? What'd I do to deserve this? But if I ever did find out the answer I would look god in the face and asked was it worth it to cause me this much pain?