Reunited

Baby

"Push baby push!" I heard Josh say into my ear I pushed as hard as I could "You are so close!" The Doctor said I heard the sound of a baby crying fill the room. I kept pushing harder and harder every time I felt ready and the urge to push "Baby you did it" Josh said rubbing my forehead "I am so proud" he said kissing my forehead I head crying "Dad do you wanna cut the umbilical cord" The doctor asked Josh I felt Josh let go of my hand and walk over to the baby. "Do you wanna know the gender of the baby?" The doctor asked "Yes" I forced myself to say I was still out of breath from pushing "Your baby's gender is.."

Earlier before the birth

"We have about an hour left until they take you into the delivery room" Josh said rubbing my back "I am scared" I said turning to look at him "I know but I will be right by your side okay" he said "You know John's birth was hard I didn't really have anyone beside me I mean Ben was there but he didn't care.. You know The doctors told me before I was about to go into the delivery room that there was a chance they John wouldn't survive." I paused but went back to talking "They told me that he could have died during the birth I was so scared about it but I knew I had to stay strong and try my best to keep this baby alive" I looked deep into his eyes trying to find what he was thinking what he was feeling "I am so sorry" he said "It isn't your fault.. anyway when I finally gave birth I couldn't even see him I had to wait hours before they let me I sat in the hospital room crying all by myself while Ben was getting drunk off who knows where I sat in the bed crying not knowing if my baby was okay or not I was all alone but soon I got him and he did have a little something wrong with his kidney but I didn't care that much I was just happy I got my baby... if that happens I don't know what I will do" I said now crying "If that ever happens I will be right here with you and never leave like Ben did.. I love you" he said "I love you too" I said wiping the tears "So you ready to have a baby?" He asked I nodded and help his hands

Back to present

"You are having a baby girl!" The doctor said Which made me burst out into tears Josh and I decided not to figure out and know the gender of the baby as make it a surprise.

After a little bit of sitting in the delivery room I was put back into the hospital room with my baby girl and Josh by my side knowing that they were here made me very happy. I was so happy my baby girl was healthy and is doing a lot better than John with the breastfeeding which makes me very happy. "I texted my mom anyway what are we going to name this little baby girl" Josh said sitting on the bed with me "You can pick" I said smiling "Emma Grey?" He asked "I love it" I said smiling I moved giving more support to baby Emma a little bit more "She is doing so good" I said smiling at Josh "I know! I can't believe we have a baby girl though I honestly thought it would be a baby boy" he said "Same but I wanted a baby girl you know how much we can spoil her! With John I couldn't buy all the cute stuff for a girl" I said

4 hours later

Josh's mom brought John to the hospital and we were all sitting in the hospital room. Josh's mom was holding Emma while

John and Josh were cuddled up on the bed with me. I was so happy everything was perfect I had my healthy baby girl and 2 handsome boys but I just couldn't wait to get home. Josh and I are moved to a bigger house when I was around 20 weekday . We moved into a 5 bedroom 3 bath house with a big yard and pool since Josh got a raise and I started working a little bit more at the hospital we had enough to buy it. Since Josh is a real estate agent he could find good houses too which we only looked at 2 because he knew what I wanted. John loves the house so much since it has a pool and a playroom just for him well until little Emma grows up then they will have to share it but John is so good at sharing. Now that we have a pool we have to start doing swim lessons too even though John knows how to swim a little I still wanna take them. I am just so excited for everything.

I know it is a short chapter sorry but it is kinda a filler