December 1st

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Hello readers. It's Alexis [amber] here. I wanted to do a little disclaimer about this story. I wrote this sequel to My Secret Relationship in 2016 which was 4 years ago. Anyway this isn't the best story there is a lot of things that don't add up and my grammar is terrible.  If you don't like the book please don't continue to read it.  Anyways I hope you guys enjoy! In the picture above is Rowan and Ben
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It has been 5 Years since I have seen him, since I have seen his face, since I have kissed his lips. I miss him.. of course I do he was my first true love. He was the person who took care of me after our miscarriage. I still love him even after 5 years... i don't know why everything happened.

Let me explain why we separated. About 3 months after the miscarriage Josh and I started fighting. They were stupid fights but they still affected our relationship. We would fight about who did the dishes or who bought grocery. Yeah I know stupid reason to end a relationship but that wasn't all of it. I caught him cheating for real this time. He was with a women named Amanda, she was short and had blonde hair. She was a very pretty girl but I still hated her. That day I was coming home with great news which was that I was able to get pregnant again.. which I knew I wasn't ready but it was good news. I walked into the door and looked all over for Josh. I walked upstairs and saw trails of clothes on the floor I picked up a shirt which was obviously a girls shirt because it had Sparkles on it. I slammed the door open and saw Josh and Amanda on top of each other. "What the fuck!" I screamed with tears coming out of my eyes. "Babe it isn't what it looks like" he told me grabbing a pair of boxers and putting them on. "Why.. why did you do this!" I yelled "I am sorry!" He said putting his hand on my waist "Get your nasty hands off of me" I told him and he did as I said.  After I caught them I moved out of his house and lived with Jamie and Shawn who were dating. I lost the baby but this time at 10 weeks. I was a mess I didn't do anything. I stayed in there guest room eating ice cream and watching sad movies. Soon after that Shawn set me up a date with a guy called Ben who man was he attractive. We started dating and after our relationship went on for a while I moved into his house. Then 2 years of being together we had a little boy named John.  About 2 more years of dating he proposed! And of course I said yes. I had a family and a amazing fiancé but I still felt sad. Josh and I have been threw a lot together. He was my teacher for god sake. I was taking out of my thoughts by my 3 year old son.

"Mommaa!" My son John yelled running down the stairs. "What sweetie? I am cooking" I tell him while mixing the noodles that are in the pot "Daddy is home!! I saw him out the window" John told me "Go scare him" I said looking down at him giving him a smile. He ran off straight to the door. I finished cooking dinner and set the table. "Wow babe this looks great" My finance Ben said "I know" I said kissing him on the cheek.  We all sat down and ate the dinner I made.

After we all finished eating I went and put John to bed while Ben went and washed the dishes. "Momma Tomorrow are we going to the park?" John asked "Yup.. tomorrow is the day Your brother Alex went to Be with the angels." I told him laying him in bed "Momma will I ever get to meet him?" He asked "One day" I said "Now get to bed stinker" I said pulling the covers over him. I got up from his bed and turned off the lights. I walked to my the master bedroom where Ben and I sleep and walked into our bathroom. I got in the shower and took a long shower, I couldn't believe tomorrow my baby boy would be 5 years old. Ben never knew about him only John and I. I never had the heart to tell Ben. I know I should but I just can't, something inside of me I can't.

The next night

I had everything ready, the lanterns and blanket and a snack for John. I told Ben that John and I were going to the park which wasn't a lie  but I wasn't saying why. "Bye babe" I yelled from downstairs "Bye" he yelled back i picked John up and walked out the door. We got in the car and started driving to the park. On the way to the park I started thinking about how for the past 5 years Josh hasn't been to the park ever since that one night. We promised to go to every year even if we weren't together, no matter what happened we would still celebrate our baby's life. We pulled up into a parking spot and got out, I picked up John and got the bag with the blanket and snacks and the lantern. It was 30
minutes till he was born, so I needed to hurry and get everything set up. I walked over to the spot where I have always gone. I put down the blanket than John and then the bag. "Momma" John said "Yes sweetie" I replied while I put the lantern together "How old would brother be?" He asked "5 years old" I told him "Finished" I said after putting the lantern all together and checked my phone. 5 more minutes till I let it go. "John are you ready? Only 5 more minutes" I said looking at him
"Yay" he said clapping his hands together. "You are sil-" I was cut off by a voice that sounded familiar "Rowan?" A voice said I turned around and saw Josh. Out of all people I saw Josh. "Josh?" I said "Yup" he replied "What are you doing here?" I asked
"To Remember my son" he said "After 5 Years you decide too!" I said kind of annoyed "Yeah about that" he said "Save it" I told him

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This chapter is so good! I hope you guys will love this book as much as the first one!

Also yes I know 2 year olds can't talk that well but oh well😂 so dont comment about it please

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