"So what exactly do you have to do?" Scotty said as we entered his house. Anthony trailed behind, he was way to quite to my liking.
"What's up Panda?" I questioned as he awkwardly sat down. Scotty looked to the floor. Anthony's sad eyes met mine and I instantly knee what happened.
"Guys" I groaned pulling my hands over my face.
"We never stopped fighting" Scotty pipped up.
"I hated fighting, and it was always over pointless things" Anthony frowned.
"Guys, I know you two love each other. I don't know what's been happening since I died. But you guys know for a fact your both depressed without each othet" I said looking towards them both.
Scotty looked to Anthony, Anthony did the same. I starred in confusion as they just starred into each others eyes. Soon Anthony kept forward pulling Scotty into a hug. I rolled my eyes at the toy children.
"Your both so dumb" I huffed and laid back into the chair.
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"Hey Mini" I said as I watched the two lovers kiss.
"Jonathan?" Mini questioned.
"I need help with something, can you meet me at the local coffee shop?" I basically begged.
"Delirious..." Mini said in a annoyed tone.
"Please I'm begging you, I swear I'll leave you alone. I just gotta get this shit done and I'll be forced to leave" I pleaded.
"Find, but if Vanoss finds out I'm going to meet you, I'm a dead man" Mini signed as he hung up the phone.
I threw on my jacket and walked back into the living room.
"Guys I'm going to meet Mini, I'll see ya later" I said as I opened the door.
"Bye Delirious" Scotty yelled as I shut the door.
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I entered the coffee shop seeing Mini sat in a both along with Wildcat that protective fuck.
"Thank you guys so much for coming!" I said as I slid in the boot.
"No problem now what do you need?" Mini questioned.
"Do you have your laptop?" I questioned. Mini pulled out his laptop and turned it on.
"I need to track down Kevin Clarke" I said as I glanced around.
"What's with you and looking around all the time?" Wildcat questioned. I shrugged.
"His at the road runners club in Blaine county" Mini said looking up.
"Great that means there's a gang" I said putting my head on the table.
"Seriously why did you fake your death?" Wildcat said quickly.
"I didn't fake my fucking death" I growled.
"I wouldn't of fucking left Evan like that. Y'all seem to think I'm some sort of monster, well technically I was but I'm not anymore. Delirious is gone. Its just me Jonathan hoping to get into Heaven" I groaned in frustration.
"So what? Killing someone means you'll get into heaven." Wildcat questioned.
"There's three places after death. House of lords is for people like me. Half evil, half innocent. This job depends how I'll rest. If its heaven simple as I get to rest. If it's hell I'll be awake and haunting people for the rest of my life. Or if j don't complete this mission my spirit won't pass and I'll be stuck floating around forever" I explained.
"So it is true" Mini said randomly.
"What?" Wildcat questioned looking to Mini.
"I've read about all this before." Mini said looking towards me.
"So you belive?" I questioned with hope.
"Of course I do" Mini smiled.
"I still think your on drugs or something but anyway" Wildcat said standing up.
"Yeah we better go" Craig frowned.
"I'll see you guys in Heaven hopefully" I chuckled as we all walked out of the shop.
"Cya bud" Wildcat said as we parted ways.
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How could he just fake his death like that and leave me? Did I mean nothing to him? Why did he try to lie to my face? Am I that gulibel? Fuck all this thinking is giving me a headache. Wildcat and Mini went out about an hour ago. Probably a date. God though, just seeing Jonathan made my heart go crazy. I want to kill him, but then again I want to put him under my arm and protect him. His personality was just so unique and his laugh brightened my day. His electric blue eyed sparkled so bright whenever I'd look at him. His smile on his face whenever he'd get food, god he loved food. Just everything about him makes my heart skip a beat. He made my life so much better, but so much worse at the same time. But he kept so much secrets, I guess I can say much. I just didn't want to ruin my relationship with him. I don't know why he never told me anything.
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If only I could go back and tell him everything. Everything I kept a secret. How I was Delirious. How I had two sides. I shouldn't have kept my walls up so high. I was just trying to protect myself though. Was it selfish? I guess a little. I could be happily laying in bed with Evan right now, I could be playing with his hair as we listened to Wildcat yell and Mini continue to laugh. But I guess I ruined it. I always ruin everything. Maybe I should just go to hell. I deserve to rot for all eternity. Evan would want me to burn... After all I recked his life.
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Secrets|H20Vanoss|Book 2
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