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Last Few Hours Together

    " I'm not letting this child go. I want to grow up with it. Watch it take it's first steps. Everything. Little bundle of joy." she said rubbing her stomach. She looked happy. " And I called Drake. He's going to pick me up today. He's not all into the baby thing, but he actually is excited. He keeps stopping in the baby section in stores."

  " That's adorable. Don't you-"

 " Toni, we're here." said Brendan, stopping at ...Jax's house? Oh god, I haven't talked to him in forever. I slowly got out of the car, taking deep breaths. Just act normal. He's not mad, probably just dissapointed that a girl turned down his lucious, full lips. STOP IT!

   I didn't realize we reached the door until Jax opened it. He smiled at Brendan, but his smile slowly faded when he saw me. Well shit.....


  " Hey Toni, Brendan. C'mon in." I walked past him taking off my shoes and staring at his house. I never get over the fact that it's so beautiful. The way it's decorated. It brings tears to your eyes. I was so busy staring imagining to be Belle in Beaty and the Beast, I didn't realize Jax was laughing at me. " Nice sweater." he breathed.

    " Oh shut up..." I grumbled. " I'm going to get a snack." I know it's rude to just walk away, but I'm hungry and needed to avoid him the most I could. I looked around the cabinets, looking for something that could make me happy. Then I saw it. A gift from God....

  Nutella.

   I grabbed the jar, which was full. And I spoon and began eating it like I haven't in days. I mean, the car ride was only like 2 hours. It was shorter because I fell asleep.

  " Excuse me..." Shit it's him. I slowly turned to Jax, seeing him standing quite serious. " One, that's my Nutella jar. Secondly, what I said in the car was a joke."

   I tried to act like I didn't know what he was talking about. Because he came off as a jerk by what he said. " I don't know what you're talking about Jax Henderson."

    " I do and I know you do too. I was playing around with you. I just wanted to see your reaction. " he said laughing. I felt all my blood rush to my head. I was actually angry, but I didn't want to show it.

    " Okay. Nice little game. For fucking with my head for almost two months, I'm going to eat this whole jar and not give you annnnnyyyyyy." I said walking away.

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     " You know it's five in the morning Toni..." said Brendan. We've been sitting in this room in Jax's house. It's like a playroom to me. We've been talking, playing and making out all night. Yes...I said making out......

  " Yes and your point is? I want to spend as much time with you as possible," I said holding his hand. His eyes lightened in the sun starting to rise, which kept the dark room lit for us. 

    " Understandable, but you do know I have to leave in an hour and a half." he said quietly. I let one tear leave my eye. I quickly wiped it and looked at him lovingly.

  " And I will make sure that the time isn't wasted...."

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   Here we were. Standing at Brendan's moving van. His parents getting ready to leave. Brendan and I hugging each other with all our might. He made me happier actually. I've been getting better sleep knowing someone loved me. 

   " And you know baby, I will always love you. I'll miss you. Now no more crying alright. I want you to know that nothing will happen to us. We will always be Brendan and Toni. Toni and Brendan," he whispered in my ear. He pulled away kissing my lips softly. " I love you baby."

   " I love you too," I said softly, due to me crying so much. My voice went away. I waved at him as the car disappeared down the road. I waved until it was out of my sight. " Never have a felt such redamancy. The act of loving the one who loves you; a love returned in full."

  But there is a part of me that feels like he's going to do something. I'm trying to learn to trust people again but it's so hard. 

 
   Home

   " Hi home. How art thou?" I said jumping onto the couch. I could use a nice nap and drink right now. A cigarette? No...

  Knock Knock Knock Knock

  I ran to the door and opened to see Eddie. We've drawn closer. His parents are so sweet and he has a girlfriend that goes to a different school, but they are so adorable. She thinks Eddie is actually getting better. I think so too. He's stopped stuttering so much. 

   " Oh hi Eddie!" I said hugging him. I liked how he smelled like pine, most guys smell like Hollister cologne, not that I'm complaining though. But they need to change it up sometimes.

   " H-Hey Toni," he smiled with his tongue between his teeth. " I b-brought you a-a-a Christmas present." He held up a large bag. I opened it to see a shirt with our faces on it saying ' Don't Mess With My Clique' and I just busted out laughing.

   " I love you Eddie thank you." I said hugging him. " I didn't get you a present I'm so sorry."

    " You being my friend i-is enough," he whispered. Aww he's so adorable. 

  " Thank you Eddie so much. But how's that girlfriend of yours?" I asked.
 
     " She d-did some naughty t-thing t-to me yesterday," he whispered. I looked at him wide eyed. Oh no he didn't?

   " What did she do?" I asked more interested. 

     " I don't w-want t-to talk a-about i-it but it felt really good...."

  I couldn't help but laugh!

  Oooooh Eddie gettin' freaky you guyzzzzzzzzzz. But Again I'm sorry for the late update. I promise that the next update will be soon so look out. So how do you feel about Brendan? How do you feel about Jax? How bout Tamara? Or my favorite Eddie....

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