I want to feel...nothing. Nothing at all.
Fear? Shame? Fame? Would mean nothing to me.
What I would give to make it that way?
How I could sacrifice and greatly pay,
the consequences that soon would come.
I would be ecstatic if it were be done.
Though, it would not matter,
since the feelings I show would soon be shattered.
God, save me from these feelings I possess.
Send down the angels you caress.
Please
Help me
Save me
Heal me
Then, slowly, kill me...
I would feel...nothing. Nothing at all.