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I want to call him. Or text him. Or something.
I lay in bed debating whether I should. Is that weird? I was with him just an hour ago.
"Hey Connor! Can you help me with my homework?" Brandon called out from his room.
"Can you ask Nicola?" I yelled back, not wanting to get up.
"She's out with her friends," he said.
I groaned. "I'm coming!"
I dragged myself out of bed into Brandon's room.
He sat on his bed surrounded by papers and textbooks.
He handed me a paper. "Can you read this and tell me if it's good?"
I skimmed over his essay for English. I remembered writing this in 8th grade.
"Yeah that's good," I said.
"I'm so stressed out," he said, falling back onto his pillow.
"Wait till you're in high school," I laughed.
I've barely been focusing on school anymore with all this other stuff going on.
"How come you're never doing any homework then," he questioned.
"Shit! I completely forgot about that!"
I have an English assignment, math homework, and my history presentation to finish.
I cussed my way back to my room, digging through my backpack for my binder.
I settled on my bed, scribbling onto binder paper. It was probably worth at least a B- and that's all I needed.
I signed into my laptop, finishing up my slideshow on the great depression. Perfect topic for me.
It was almost midnight by the time I finished with all my schoolwork.
I could of finished earlier but Mom came home from work a couple hours ago and forced me to eat.
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I stared at my phone in the dark.
I kissed him, I don't know why I'm overthinking texting him.
To Troye💙:
Hey. It's Connor.He replied instantly.
From Troye💙:
Hey😊 what's up?To Troye💙:
Not much. Wbu?From Troye💙:
Same.I hesitated before typing,
To Troye💙:
You wanna hangout tomorrow?We didn't have an appointment tomorrow but I still wanted to see him.
From Troye💙:
Ok. Can we go back to the treehouse?I smiled. I'm glad he liked it.
I remembered when my dad and I used to hangout there. We would work on building it until the sun started to go down.
"When you get older you're going to want a place to get away. This can be your escape." He told me.
I didn't understand then, but I do now.
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Gasoline-- Tronnor AU
FanfictionOne struggles with his sexuality. The other with his body image. One suffers from anxiety. The other from anorexia. A boyfriend would only make their problems worse. Right? Warnings: Drinking, Smoking, Self Harm, Eating Disorders, Language, Smut